Sunday, May 31, 2009

sometimes i really dont know....how to survive for 3 years in poly. without any friends i can trust.
HAIX....

angry of me? haix...what i did again?

Posted by Felicia at 6:52 AM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

haiz.... i always yearn for poly but now. all i can say is sucks.
How i wish my close friends were with me.
FUCKING sian of poly life. people only care about themselves.
i got difficulty understanding what the teacher is trying to say.
but i got no one to confide in. HAIX....
sucks la......

nothing else to say . except exam coming! stress

Posted by Felicia at 6:20 AM

Friday, May 22, 2009

i'm studying like a mad person now.
exams coming!
how i wish i can relax right now.

so frustrating.

tell you something. I HATE YOU!

Posted by Felicia at 3:28 AM

Friday, May 15, 2009

i'm back, so long never blog already.

damn tired everyday plus my old sony lappy spoil ler, dont even have the time to send it for repair. everyday study from 8 or 9 to 5.... so tired....

Haiz... this month isnt a good month for me...everything is not going so smoothly like i use to...

so disheartening .....

- so many projects.

-my maths still sucks like never before.

-parents conflicts are not resolving.

-my heart still hurts.

arghhhhh. there isnt any friends i can seek help from, there isnt any one i can really talk to....

i can only talk to my blog? my best place to vent my saddness and anger on....

who know how i feel? 　haixx.... damn pissed off with my parents....

how i wish i wasnt born.... how i wish.. how i wish !!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by Felicia at 3:15 AM

Thursday, May 07, 2009

all these while, i felt that i can be alone all by myself...
but i really feel tired being alone, no one to rely on, whenever i'm at school, i felt so tense and stress. but i got no one to talk to....how i wish my friends were in the same school as me? or even the same course? the modules are so hard... so many formulas to memorise.... i dont even know whether i can make it? i feel so helpless....
for eg..... i never really talk much to my group of friends....they are mainly frm china....so they chatted so happily.... while i got the feeling of being a outsider....the feeling sucks...last time yvonne is always there with me, but now. i'm all alone... sian): i really miss her....
she's always there to company me, but ever since i entered poly, we never really talk neither sms.... she's always busy with her work while i'm always busy with my school work.... i really miss her.... she always protect me in school de....haiz .....
WHere are you yvonne tan? SMS ME LEH! i doubt you will read this....

i'm feeling so stressless nowdays....so tired everyday....
bleahz..... i cant solve those A math questions. damn it.

i registered for two cca. mentoring- some sort of helping those primary school kids in work and changi ambassador .... like a helping tourist or? lol

how i wish u were still there for me when i needed you. so lame ! its all in the past. BRAT

Posted by Felicia at 3:31 AM

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

i'm going crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everything is not gg smoothly ! i hate it arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Posted by Felicia at 7:41 AM

Sunday, May 03, 2009

i'm back, anybody miss me? joking joking.i'm talking to myself.

these few days, was damn busy. so much things going on....

just came back frm ken bday celebration, nothing must...
just had seoul garden together at bugis. then had a surprise cake cutting for him, i didnt even know that. LOL. ling they all organised for him.
then after that went off, need to company brother to buy his sport shoe... wanted to go OG buy at first, but they never sell, so went all the way back to BUGIS .... went to the adidas shop to buy, you guess how much? he spent 142 on the shoe n one running pant for 35. omfg expensive. but the quality is there,lol.

for saturday , [2.5.09]
woke up at 6 and prepared to go mac reservoir for environmental science outing....
finished bathing and wanted to go off , didnt expect a rain , so i decided to bring my umbrella along, when i went down, the rain was over. lol. so i just went ahead to novena to meet js n jh...
but they were late , waited for around 20 mins. after that went to bishan to have our breakfast with my cliques and some of my classmates. hmmmm... then after that shop around bishan,
it was quite boring so we decided to head for orchard....shop for along time , then i manage to buy a black shirt and necklace.... quite nice ...hehe...enough of the afternoon stuff.

at night , went for my great grandmother 100th bday....not very close with her.... but saw alot of relatives.... the dinner was quite near my house...at qian xi hotel.... the food was nice and there were games and show to entertain us.... after that was extremely tired that i fell asleep once i finished bathing.... haha...that all for that day....

i think i'm having a flu right down, i'm so worry ):