Thursday, November 30, 2006
was late today.. not enough sleep ytd.. so late sleep.. haha.. woke up at 8 actually.. wanted to sleep for merely 5 mins.. in the end woke up at 9.00... then settle some thing with janice.. in the end reach office at 11.15.. omg.. ! haha.. that goes my money.. haha.. so today mission is business summit ! actually i only managed to get 1 yes.. but angela. julia and me chatted with a uncle who was working with us.. he gave us some tips.. we managed to increase our number of yes.. me from 1 to 12.. wasted so many saliva.. very thirsty.. throat very pain nowdays.. actually today wanted meet up with mei hsiang but she ...... so nv meet up.. went to alice house instead.. haha.. eat yong dao hu together..chit chat a bit ... very expensive but very nice to eat... can go together someday!!! lol.. went home at 11.. so late... so gona sleep now.. see u tml.. good nite!!!
I hope our friendship can last forever
Posted by Felicia at 9:24 AM
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
damn tired today... jus came back from work.. today work from 9.30 to 12.30.. after that had lunch with friends.. went home to rest awhile.. went for job interview at 4.. was accepted.. i'm gona work from mon to sun next week onwards.. gona earn lot of money... BUY things for mum. dad. me and bro.. HAHAHA and most important school fees... thanks eugene for introducing me the job! after interview , went for work with mei jun and michelle.. rush back to techmex then sat cab to the dont know what sherton hotel.. work from 6 to 1 am... so tired.. *panda eyes* need buy artistry eye creme next month. for sure it will work.. lol.gona wake up at 8 tml.. celebrating mei hsiang birthday!!!HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!!!gona sleep.. good nite!Posted by Felicia at 9:59 AM
Monday, November 27, 2006
why are u doing this to me..! feeling abit down now.. very tired.. really very tired.. why can't u stop!!i'm so sick of that..
today only 8 yes.. it affects my mood. my job.my life.and everything.
i'm not happy anymore! really!
Posted by Felicia at 7:11 AM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
i no longer feel like making blogskins. its a torture.. always get reprimanded..I'M so freaking upset now...
so many nights of efforts are gone in a sec..
i'm not childish ..
Posted by Felicia at 4:36 AM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
I'm so happy today! everything was a sucess. had a new friend today which is my ex-collegue friend la..we clicked.. haha.. went for lesson today at my makeup artist house.. it was so FUN la.. those miss it.too bad .. lol.. but can ask me if u wan arr.Posted by Felicia at 8:52 AM
Friday, November 24, 2006
today went to work as usual in the morning.. nearly late again.. haha.. very tired.. very tired... TOTAL number of YES: 19 again... yeah!!! wanted to broke ytd record but whenever i reach 19.. nobody answer the phone lehhh! i cant hit 20.. lol.. went to eat with angela and her friends.. love working.. can know alot new friends..but i hate calling la.. very boring after a few hours.. keep repeating the same thing.. HAHA... tml going to learn makeup with new friends again! amelia.huiling.huiling's friend.siowhwee and caishi.. some is new friends.. i dun know them but i managed to call them.. good buddy right? haha.. have dinner with siow hwee today..went walk walk with her at bugis.. no money to buy things.. in love with so many new things ar.. OMG! where my money?shit one arr. i wan to buy so many things loh.. blablabla.. 400 also nt enough... i'm so freaking IRRITATED now.. sian arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Posted by Felicia at 8:28 AM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
FRUITS BASKETToday first day to work.. nearly late today.. woke up at 8.45 like that.. damn tired... zzzzz.. but no choice.. need earn money.. i got alot of things to buy arr..i wan new clothes.shoes.bags.accessories and many more la.. haha.. i wana save up and go shopping during christmas.. who wan?? booked me first.. jkjk la.. i not famous.. nobody wan go out with me... i go out alone.. LOL... today 19 persons wanted to attend the walk the sucess lane seminar.. so happy.. first time so high.. won kandy record!!!! but my manager never show happy face.. so depressed... ^^ but i will still strive for better results tml... but without friends there.. very sian arr.. who wan work? more than a week.. come tag me.. i help u ask.. HAHAHA.. gona watch my fav anime now.. so in love with it... FRUITS BASKET... i love kyo.honda and yuki san... so sweet arr.. the story very nice.. go see! u will sure like it..
Posted by Felicia at 5:33 AM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
sometimes i feel damn sad about this.. i don't know if people take me for granted.. really? if u promise people something.. will u like last minute change ur mind or? i'm so frustrated about this.. liars.. it make me feel so UPSET.. really! sometimes i promise the other party and this person last minute say NO.. what am i going to tell the person.. oh wth.. "irritated"..not that i'm petty.. it happened too many times. that why i sound so naggy nowsdays.. that what siow hwee often say me.. sorry hwee.. HAHA.. really make me feel no secure at all towards them... if u see me asking u so many times ,, means u should know .!working in sun tech ballroom later.. 6.30 to 10 or 11p.m.. be a collater. oh piles of papers i can see in my forcast.. so late then reach home.. tml start work already! damn tired... haha.. no choice need to earn money.. i wan shop during christmas.. HAHAHA...
Posted by Felicia at 12:34 AM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
went out with kailin today to VIVO city.. thought it will be so fun.. but went there... i felt so bored.. nothing to talk about.. nothing to shop about..everything was so expensive.. HAHAHA.. all the branded shops are there.. arrrgghh. bought one small present for mei hsiang.. her birthday coming!! bought a comb from mini toon.. one earring from forever 21.. so nice.. purple crystals on a cross. like it so much!!! haha..
the above is the one i bought... but mine is purple.. HAHA.. ate at republic kopitiam.. ate korean mixed rice.. quite nice.. but too little ingredients.. not enough kimchi.. i wan more more more.. so ohiishe des neh~we walked around the shopping center for 4 times.. we got nothing to do and we did not want to go back so early.. went for lesson with daddy today.. quite interesting , the teacher make me laugh like siao.. haha.. he's a malaysian.. replacement for mr jiang.. learn more about nutrients and heart disease.. so scary.. my friends , u better start to eat nutrients. if not u save the money now, next time u are going to pay more.. heart disease.high blood.diabetes won't kill u..they just wan ur money.. believe me... call me if u understand what i'm talking laaaa...so tired now.. going to sleep now! ohyasuminasai..~
Posted by Felicia at 7:12 AM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
my new friend name xin yi called me to do this quiz.. HAHA.. its short.. but why not try it ? those who see this jus do it in ur blog!! arigato...the top 10 qualities you look for in a guy/girlfriend
boy:
-kind hearted( loves animals and be kind to everybody)
-honesty(i hate liars)
-make me happy! (i dont wana see a sad face everyday!lol)
-appreciate what i done for him.. ( no complains_)
-spiky hair.. (like jap anime.. so cute/handsome)
-take care of him( like wat jap anime)
girl:
-appreciate me( loves me_lol)
-not bad stabber( dun tok bad about me)
-honesty( dun lie to me)
Posted by Felicia at 11:01 PM
Friday, November 17, 2006
Had a enjoyable day today.. went out to meet marissa in noon time.. went to bugis.. actually was going to meet her at simei.. but in the end.. we met at bugis.. hehe.. i waited at the control station for 15 minutes.. she finally came.. haha.. she was wearing a brown blouse and jean.. so tall nehh..so envy her.. talk and slim.. hehe.. went to moss burger to eat... nice ebi burger.. after that went walk walk around..then went to take neoprint.. haha. we had our first shot.. oh my god.. u know what happened? we did not know we have to wait inside to select our photo.. we jus dashed out and nothing was shown on the screen.. we were feeling weird.. so we dashed in..nothing also.. when we went over to the deco screen. we saw our first shot which we did not prepared ..the shot sucks and everything was the same.. everything was ruined.. oh my god.. wasted our money... but we still decorated it with no feelin and enthusiam.. then marissa say take again.. i went over to the counter to exchange coins.. it was my primary sch friend.. was so pai seh that i dun dare to talk to her.. haha. i jus walked away after changing.. suddenly she came over to my back without me knowing it.. she talked to me. at first i was so blushed.. she turned so pretty.. haha.. so ashamed of myself la.. hahaha.. we chatted and she recommend one latest neo print machine which in fact the results turn out good la.. haha.. so exchanged particulars and i will contact her again.. cos she's working ma.. not so free.. haha.. hope can contact u and tell u some good opportunities.. who wan know? msg me!! a very good chance since u are young.. dun think i'm bullshiting.. if u can! u will not forget me de.. lol... at night went to my dad friend to study things.. it was fun learning with those aunts and uncles.. saw one of my dad friend brother.. so handsome and cute.. but 17 years old.. like him so much! lol.. sorry no sister love.. but he's the type i wan!!!! he's wearing gio green polo.. i'm brown.. we are the forest pair.. lol. joking la.. he so cute ><Posted by Felicia at 8:54 AM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Ytd was suppose to go meet my dad business friend.. haha... in the end never go.. went out with hwee to bugis.. went to eat kfc..and shop for pasta and saucee.. i just love it.. creamy sauce rawks.. so nice to eat... went walk walk .. hwee bought belt from bugis village and towel from OG.. nothing much.. just window shopping ytd.. spend all my money liao.. BROKE... i have to wait for my salary to come.. 11/28 still so long... i cant buy anything i like.. ><" later going to meet my dad's diamond friend.. SIAN... """" have to listen to talks again! save me.. i need my zen. lol that all. blog tml.. going out with shihui and maris sweeties.. yeahh! we gona take neoprints tml.. i'm gona see shihui tml..@@ miss u!Posted by Felicia at 11:06 PM
hmmmm.. i'm so happy there are people who appreciated my skins.. i spend so much time and sometime i do hear negative comments. not everyone have the same thinking as you.. so i have to bear with it. there was once someone mentioned my skin suck like fuck.. i was so upset with the comments.. i managed to forget it by creating better skins now... hope people will appreciate my efforts. i did it using paint not photoshop.. so u all have to bear with it... i love creating skins now whenever i'm free. HAHA.. later meeting siow hwee ... hope i can have a enjoyable time with her.. we always managed to. haha.. now i'm broke.. no money left in the bank.. spend all... so cannot shop.. only window shopping..!! :X my brother cant get into pure subjects. was abit disappointed but he did his best.. get 89 out of 300 plus students. still not managed to get into a better class.. what were the teachers thinking.. i'm gona appeal till they let him get into e4.. haha.. say say only.. not sure can anot.. LOL Posted by Felicia at 12:25 AM
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Today was quite happy.. went out with siow hwee and marissa... had a enjoyable evening.. we met at 5.20 but marissa was late. so siow hwee and i went to wisma to walk around while waiting for marissa to arrive .. haha.. chit chat abit on the way.. then marissa called , we went over to orchard to fetch her.. the thing i dun like is the slippery and wet floor. lol... we went to delifrance to eat.. hwee ate french fries with special sauce(washabi) and ice cream and ice lemon tea.. maris ate spaghetti and ice cream and ice lemon tea.. haha.. they ate quite alot.. blabla,,, i steal some of hwee fries and eat.. i orded a tuna crossiant.. but i couldnt finish it.. i managed to eat half and drank some soup and my ice lemon tea... it was full for me already!! hwee and maris wanted me to ate their ice cream but i refused .. cos i was on diet.. lol.. so i managed to go through the process. so after eating ,, we went to walk around and took neoprints.. the outcome was nice... i love it.. they say my face slim down abit.. i'm so happy!!! i put in alot of effort... i never eat meat for a few days liao.. endured endured...on my way home with hwee, we saw the man who appeared in the variety show. huan le tian feng who made fann wong cried.. he's a professioner brow person.he was coming towards us and i ran away, he talked to hwee and i cant help stop laughing.. i hope we can go out some day again.. i'm so happy today!! i jus love gathering with friends that love me and i love them.. hahahaPosted by Felicia at 10:48 AM
Friday, November 10, 2006
Math paper was hard for me only ba. i think!! haha.. cos the weather was freaking cold and i was having a flu.. i cant concentrate well. so maybe i think i'm prepared to go ite liao!!! sorry guys having having such high hopes on me.. i'm sorry!Posted by Felicia at 8:57 AM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
arrrgghhhh!!!! i was late for geo paper today.. cannot finish it.. u know why? went to my dad friend's house in the morning.. helped dad to explain amway thing to his friend... oh my god.. reached bona vista at 1.30.. need to cross over to busstop and wait for 196.. oh fucked.. went wrong side.. i was late already!!! my heart was like pumping like 180m/s.. i was late late late.. wait so long for 196 to come.. it was 1.55 when i was on the bus.. ran like hell into the school. went up to the room... everybody was doing their map already.. i was late by ten minutes..so freaking sad... i know how to do but no time to finish it.. damn ittttt.... HAHAHA.. but what gone is gone.. nothing can be helped already!!! tml last paper ... yeah!! finally can rest... another paper is on 20 nov..Posted by Felicia at 1:09 AM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
I think physics is easier than chem. hahaha.. why pp think chem is easier.. chem is so so so difficult... was nearly late today for phyics paper.. when i reached the hall.. everybody was like sitting there and staring at me... so blushed. hahaha ... i have to forget everything.. its gone forever!!!Posted by Felicia at 6:36 AM
Monday, November 06, 2006
Having exam this few days.. will not be blogging after my exams have finished... see u soon!Posted by Felicia at 11:33 PM
Friday, November 03, 2006
I wasnt going let this sad thing affect my life... i can still live on.. i always give in to others.. now i'm not going to let this off easily.. no matter what i dont think its my fault.. my friends agreed with me... i'm really piss off over this small matter which leds to a big one... i do regret but it already happened.. no one can saviour this broken relationship since u say "childhood" means u really never treat our friendship as a serious one.. u have been holding a grudge till now!...oh whatever... went out with alice ytd to parkway ... study abit maths.. drank caramel at starbucks while studying... nothing much really happened ytd.. just felt a bit sad over what happened this day.. confide to alice and felt much better... i'm so happy to have a friend like her..!! thanks alice..Posted by Felicia at 7:32 PM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Thanks for the compliments u gave me!! firstly i gona say that...i thinks its funny? why cant i love a person over a day!! everybody do thats.. means u gona kill everybody... as if the idol is urs... if its urs. i won't go and snatch it from u... and i jus wana let u know only.. and u kick up a big fuss over this.... sucker...OKIE i admit i don't really treat my friend very well.. but i do everything for ur n their good. fucked.. never mind u can think that i'm using u or watever.. just forget it....Did u ever treat me like a princess?????????????u never did that!!!!!!!i never bu shuan with ur birthday present.. i just think that why would u buy me a pencil case... i never say i dun like at all.. stop accusing me.!!!!! as if i'm the bad person here...u go ask other people if u buy her a pencil box .. will she like???? even if u dun like my present . u can just say.. i rather throw it away then give uu.. u say u like rainbow so i saw it and bought it for u.. and now u are complaining about the thing i gave uuu... i bought it before ur birthday even i don't have the money... when did i scold u silently.. ???? u got spys at my house????i just see u no money that why introduce u jobs..and u say ur bro need job! i immediately ask my boss and u reply i'm joking.. thanks god! and this is the way u say me by forcing u to work while my friends agreed to help me... but u never did at all... not even once... jus tok to u on msn when busy can say i busy wat? .. talk to me later or wat.. u jus say" i dun wan to tok to u " !!!!!thanks for everythings.. U ARE THE FIRST PERSON WHO REALLY HURT MY HEART... i really thank u so much for being so frankkkkkkkkkkkkkkk......u say u no money i lend u... no thumbdrive also lend u... lost it i say never mind, just buy me a new one.. if its ur friend.. what will they say???? and its so expensive!!!!!!! no CD.. i also lend u see.. wth u treat me like this... OVER A IDOLLLLL... just forget it.. i'm having bad luck now...!!!!
Posted by Felicia at 10:12 PM
hehe=P
Going out with alice in the evening to study for my maths... monday i'm having my maths paper.. this few days i'm gona start my last mintue studies.. haha.. crapss. i know its too late... no choice.. i will do my best... its three days since i last drank gassy drink... i'm gona prove to them i can do it... LOL.... i'm planning to learn korean and jap language next year.. for real... i'm now learning yoga.. its fun.. haha.. relax my brain ... i love it.. just that some actions is hard to learn.. those in cultural dance may know it better !!!!Posted by Felicia at 9:59 PM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
FUCKED... i never been so angry before.. its okay... I can still leave happily without any friends.. just hate me with all your might... everybody want to quarrel with me... i'm okay with it... i'm stupid to treat u all so good.. really stupid... u all can forget how i treat u.. but i will never forget it... luckily my parents and brothers are there for me.. if not i will die of lonliness... I just wana achieve something now which i never use to have... !!!!!!!i will led a new life... forget every body i used to have... just remember friends are fake.. better create a good relationship with ur family members.. without them.. u will die!when my friends are sad, i lend them my ears.
when my friends want me to do somthing, i lend them my hands.
when my friends angry, i let them vent anger on.
when my friends needs my companion , i'm the one.
I do things without even considering.. why are u all treating me like this.. FUCKED
the only friends i have: alice, siowhwee, kandy and eunice.. pls dont leave me...:(