Wednesday, July 30, 2008

hmmm...
i'm totally confused!
i dont know what to do....
dont know what to say....
not feeling well bah.... thanks to the laksa ytd!
lol!

if u truely love someone.its take some time to truely forget him.....
even though he make u hurt so much!

Posted by Felicia at 8:19 PM

I HATE BOTH OF U!

i'm here tonight...hehe.....
another bad thing happen again...
this year.....broke up friendship with two persons...bing huang and hwee yee....
childish right? but i dun think its my fault ba....
maybe their character too similar ler....that why always bully me....
i think i did nothing wrong.....
i just want to make u happy, in the end kana all these things from both of u...
have u two ever think of how i feel ma? only care about yourself....
i jus want to let both of u know....if u two ever had the chance to read this ....
please think of how i treat u and how u two treat me...?
i know i may sound demanding, like saying everything is both of ur wrong!
but i never regret knowing both of u bah.....
maybe everything was destined....
i will always remember both of u de !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u two are the persons who make me like/love and hate too......
bringing all the sadness onto me.....
haiz...... ): i hate both of u !

Posted by Felicia at 7:29 AM

hmmm....i'm here to update on my blog again....
went to ura ytd... took alot pics.... no time to upload...
will upload it when i have the time bah.....
damn busy with sch works....finally i finish my tender drawing
now starting on my flat development ler...hehes....jia you orh.....
i saw the models they make...so huge and nice...hope , can do a real one for our final project with lin they all....we gona score well....
i erase all the photos.....
u make me do that de !
maybe u are a passer by in my life bah.....
forget everything....
i just want to say i hate the way u treat us....ITE FRIENDS are fake to u right?
just remember! heartless guy!
i hate u............
thanks ms for being there for me despite the way i treat u....that what i call real love!

Posted by Felicia at 1:05 AM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

I'm so lazy to blog at home because of my stupid keyboard....
its spoil....so what happened to me this few days....shall blog out now....
hmmm....for sat , went out in the morning to supermarket with my parents... i walked frm farrer park to tekka market leh....hahas....i got exercise de hor.....
my life had become so dull nowdays.....haiz.....i dun feel the fun like i used to have....
maybe i become more and more emo nowdays ba....
haiz.... dun know what happened to me? the date is coming nearer and nearer.
i can just cry out of a sudden ..... the type of feeling is so hard to describe ah....sian....
but lucky there people like him, and my friends around me....at least i dun feel so sad all the times.... maybe to him its quite unfair now, but i now he will understand....forget a person totally is impossible....if memories are so easy to erase , i rather i forget everything now....
lin came over to my house to stay at sat.....hahas... we went to eat tim sum....( ate a little bit) so regreted....but next day i exercise like mad...lol! I feel like these few days, i sweat like crazy....dun know why....hahas....
mind is blank now....shall continue later ^^

Posted by Felicia at 8:36 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

haiz.....
feeling so sad out of a sudden....upon hearing wat hwee yee say....
dun know whether to feel pissedoff or upset.....
maybe feel abit regreted about the things i do for him last time....
he rather contact her than us.....hy sms/msn/call him, he dun even bother to answer or reply...
what make him change? into another person...a person i never knw...a person that i dun even want to remember....if memories were so easy to erase....i rather i never know this person....
it really hurts.....
why u choose to change my life ? and leave me again!!!!!!!!!
i really hate u........
my life is like getting more and more stress up now...
about friends/relationship/sch works and my BODY!
i seem to dislike sweet food now....argh! i dun even fantasize about it! even my fav ice cream...
i dun seem to like it....hahahas.....
the date is coming nearer and nearer.....all the memories are coming back....
i really hope i can just forget everything ....but GOD give me a wonderful time before....
really dun know , whether its a right thing or not? maybe i regreted getting jealous over HER....
everytime i see her...my heart just sank.....but GOD plan everything..... no matter what we try to prevent...it will happen......meaning that we have no fate with that person....so no matter how hard we try to change.... its impossible! if i never lose him, maybe i wont start to slim down or start to go class on time and start to know that friends are more important right? that why life is unpredictable..... i hope people who read this can know that we need to cherish the person/friends around us, dun wait till we lose them ler then we know who is good to us? LOVE THEM for who they are......
i dun know whether should i trust him ma? the first experience was painful.
i'm so scare of falling in love again!

Posted by Felicia at 11:53 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

yozzz....still dun have the time to go repair my keyboard....
bleah.....tired lorrrr....
everyday is busy! with sch work and of cos my slimming (running lor)
hahas....now trying my best to balance both of my stuffs.....
shuld i believe him>.<
its hurts sometimes.....dun know whether shuld i?
haizzzzzzzzzz

whenever i see that girl....i think of the past.....maybe everything was a dream....
a dream that last for 6 months......
we used to care for each other...but now...we dun even sms....dun even care....
maybe poly friends are more important ba.....
he changed so much....HE TOTALLY FORGET ABOUT HIS ITE friends.....CB!

Posted by Felicia at 10:54 PM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

my keyboard spoil.damn it
till now i'm still hoping!wtf.
wat wrong with me?
have i fallen 4 the wrong person!

Posted by Felicia at 9:35 AM

Thursday, July 10, 2008

its 6 in the morning....hahas....trying to blog before i go sch....
haiz.....had a a dream....its so real
how i hope everything was the same as before.....
my heart is so heavy now ):real sad
cut my fringe....so ugly ahhhh...faster grow long .....

Posted by Felicia at 3:10 PM

Sunday, July 06, 2008

tml going back home ler....
just woke up from nap....damn tired sia....
had to wash this , do this do that....but its all worth it la....
hahas.....i love my cousins when they are nt naughty...especially wat my mei mei say....
quite true....
i'm gona slim down...jia you, nope should be jian you...LOL....self entertain my self...
i miss lin ... hahas...wonder when can we ton again?

Posted by Felicia at 12:57 AM

Saturday, July 05, 2008

i'm back home....so tired ):

Posted by Felicia at 9:08 AM

Friday, July 04, 2008

he removed me from friendster ...

he blocked me from msn!

haiz.....

nvm....

its time for me to forget everything.....

but i wont accept a new person so fast until i reach my GOAL....

STRIVE FOR 65kg first!

Posted by Felicia at 8:48 AM

Thursday, July 03, 2008

arrgghhh..my laptop the keyboard is spoil....
i cant blog.lucky now i'm at grandma hse...
if nt have to wait till i got time to go repair my keyboard before i can blog ba...
HAIZ.....very sad....my big uncle just pass away....isnt life so unpredictable?
how i wish i can appreciate people when they are around....maybe its my biggest regret...
why wouldnt he understand me?haiz.....just forget everything....