Monday, March 31, 2008

BORED BORED!

nth to do de.....sian sian sian !

Posted by Felicia at 8:24 PM

everyday is so bored....
school faster reopen...at least i got thing to do,something to occupy my thoughts...
so i wont think so much about him....let everything go ba....!
today did a thing , i wont ever do it to others de...but in the end...all i get was bring back la...
was damn sad that i cried....
maybe today is the last time i gona care for u ler....sorry for everything....
maybe what gone is really gone...):
dont think of him ler ba....it make me very sad only.....
but thanks ms !!!! althought u talk craps alot...^^

让时间冲淡一切，希望你能找到辛福!

Posted by Felicia at 3:01 AM

Sunday, March 30, 2008

i'm here to blog ler.... its been 2 weeks ler since we break....
still feeling quite emo about this ):
i still love him, but hearing those comments by others.....i need to na de qi, fang de xia....
why i cant forget him? he's the first person i love like crazy despite whatever he did to me .....
i miss him like.............
never mind, i'll try to forget........i know he dont love me anymore....
but today gona be the last time i give him surprise ba (:
hope he's gona enjoy it...............

can i have the chance to love u again :X

我看着天。。
每一克都在想你！！
好希望能像天使在你身边守护着你，只要看见你开心就行了！

Posted by Felicia at 8:48 PM

Saturday, March 29, 2008

i'm confused!
but i still love him....
i dun knw wat to do):

Posted by Felicia at 5:41 AM

Friday, March 28, 2008

ah mong finally knows what love?
u dont really have to be with that person!
seeing that person u love is happy can ler!
although i cant be with the person i love, i really want to see him happy....
i dont want to see him so tired and sick ):
its hurts my heart ......
so even if we cant be together....i wish u well (:
cos i really love u !

Posted by Felicia at 3:24 AM

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

as days past by....
i'm still wondering (:

i'm learning to change..
i need some time badly ....
holidays are here,but i'm bored..abit tense and stressed !
life have to carry on....
just hope people out there can be happy ....

Posted by Felicia at 1:07 AM

Thursday, March 20, 2008

i'm here to blog again....life still need to carry on even after we break up....
but the fact is i still love him,
i still miss him,
i still care for him ....
HAI.......
maybe its all fated.....
):
i know guys wont like me for who i am.... my ugly face.ugly body..even ugly attitude ba...
hai...............

i still love him like i used to....
going out with mummy later to dentist .... my scariest place on earth

Posted by Felicia at 10:03 PM

Monday, March 17, 2008

i know u may not see this, but i just want to tell u how i feel, i'm very sorry for everything i did to u, all the hurts,jealousy, disappointment and anger....i know i'm not a good girlfriend, always dont let u fly like a bird u used to be....keep u inside the cage,maybe this is my first relationship, so i dont know how to handle it like a mature adult.... but i really regreted whatever pain i inflicted on u....i know its already too late to say all these....what gone is gone? but the pain i had,nobody cant understand de....i told u before, my childhood was like so dark, nobody to care for me, until the day 8/8/07 ... after i know u, u brightened up my life, u are the person who care so much about me, never been so happy before...just like when i'm sad, u are there for me, when i'm sick u are the first one to bring me go see doctor, when i finish my work, u are there to fetch me home, and u are the one who gave me so much surprise...i know all is meaningless now ler...u still remember the happy times we had together? those time in chalets..our anniversary?on my birthday?on christmas?newyear?most important is valentine day, i really want to thank u, the surprise u gave me?frm young till now,nobody had ever give me such a surprise? i would miss going to ur hse....when i'm gone...u must learn to take care of urself, always play game until so late, even ur rice also can dont eat....bad for ur health, i wouldnt want to see the person i love fall sick.... must remember to cover ur blanket....always never de,u got sensitive nose eh! must take gd care of urself....and u very forgetful de...must always remember in mind, nobody to remind u always ler.... hope u can go poly!!!!!after that must take care of urself, people in poly , their heart are very wild de...i scare it will hurt u, since u treasure friends more, so better dont let them hurt u.....i will miss the love u used to give me, the care u used to give me?
i just want to say sorry for spending so much on me, sorry for getting scolded by ur parents and brothers, sorry for making u lose so much friends.....
i just love u so much , i know my love sort of turn into making u hurt and pain ):

Posted by Felicia at 9:04 PM

Sunday, March 16, 2008

we broke up.... my heart.... is dead from this single sec !

Posted by Felicia at 2:07 AM

Friday, March 14, 2008

after everything that happen ytd and today, i finally know what u want and what u mean....
i'm changing ............
let see ,
i know i can de....i can live better ...
a better mongy u never seen....
dont regret ..............

Posted by Felicia at 2:36 AM

Friday, March 07, 2008

RAIL...............
i hate it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by Felicia at 11:44 PM

hi guys, i'm here to blog.....
today's a special day , its 7.3.2008....our 6th month anniversary....
never buy anything for him, pocket too tight, and i really dont have the time ba.....sorry DAR
i'm damn boring now.....he's playing psp ! hahaha.....
today had graduation lunch with the seniors and juniors including him too.....the food was still k...
mood was abit weird....but now i think still okay ba.....i promise him i will not cry so i never....
good girl right? haha..... but i will really miss him de.....i miss all my sons and daughters and friends, seem like i'm not gona see them as much as i used to, cant tend co op together,
cant have lunch together and not going to go home as much as we used to.....cos they gona have new friends...... i wonder when kel and denise gona graduate too, how would i feel? the type of lonliness, its quite hard to express myself......hai.....why do we have to leave one another....i dont like the feelings....time pass by so fast.....its gona be 2 years soon.....i scare we gona lost contact....
will never have the chance to study together....go home together ..... i miss the laughters and fun we have....but i 'm not gona forget, hweeyee,mingsheng,kelvin,denise,....we're once family members........ friends forever (: i know u all will never get to see this....just hope that we gona be friends forever!

Posted by Felicia at 6:49 AM

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

times seem to have pass by so fast......

2 more days , its 7.3.08....

it our 6 months aniversary and his graduation day ): (:

dont know wther to be happy that we last so long or sad that he's leaving me ..........

hai...........i'm so stress up..........got lots of undone work......

my autocad still got 1 last one....staircase and i'm done ............

my life sucks recently....no matter what i do.........its wrong.........
i really sucks right?
why must we be seperated ?