Monday, April 28, 2008

sorry for giving up on u...there no other way i can tell u how i feel le...
maybe i'm not the one for you....whatever i do, you think i'm stupid...maybe we really not suitable ba...it take me quite some time to give up....not i dont love u anymore...but just too tired to carry on...seeing other couple , the guy care for the girl so much, so envy and so saddening...but for me , i feel the opposite way ba....i know i'm not the perfect gal in ur heart...maybe if i stop bothering you, u can find a better girl.... a girl that is perfect for you....i just want u to be happy....

Posted by Felicia at 4:28 AM

Saturday, April 19, 2008

the feelings is fading off....
are u playing me ? what i done to deserve this from you!

Posted by Felicia at 6:16 AM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

why did u choose to leave me? did nt u promise to be with me forever?
everytime i recite this phrase....tears will rolled down my cheeks...
hai.....so sad...
me kana sunburnt until so jia lut....now my skin is so....there are so many blisters....terrible, arghhh...pain like ......... see ler want to vomit arrrr....
its so painful....the pain is so unbearable........

Posted by Felicia at 5:11 AM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

HAI.....
call him wake up in the morning for cip....
since then never get any more sms frm him till now....it been so many hrs.....
is he really taking me for granted? after all i have done for him....its just my stupid acts.....
when i was thinking about me and him before i take my nap....after we break....he really never done any more things for me....at first, i like him because he treat me real gd.....those type of feelings , i never experience it before....but now....its like the opposite ba....i'm the one doing all those unexpected things....but seem like he dont appreciate it at all........
tml gona face all the problem alone .....no more people to protect me....i really dont know what to do......its scary ......it not totally my faults.....what to do?

Posted by Felicia at 2:07 AM

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

i know those who read this will think i'm stupid again .....
hai.....
saying so many many times i'm gona give up...but in the end....i never again....
what wrong with me? what wrong?
i really love him a lot....i dont know why......
i try to change...hope he can see......
i really want him to be happy....really! but i really want to care for him and etc.....
cos i really love him alot.....
i'm like so stress out....about him, parents and even money....
no one can understand how i feel? last time i use to tell him how i feel....but now...
i cant.....its like i'm keeping so much things inside my heart.....
so heart pain....yet cant tell him....love him so much yet can tell him.....
wo shi zhen de heng ai ni ah!

Posted by Felicia at 6:04 AM

Monday, April 07, 2008

i'm tired of everything...
really....
no more mood ....
just want sch to reopen and study ,...
i dont want to think anymore...
if u want me...then u ask ba....if not suan ler....i think about it today.....
maybe we no fate or wat....
u just cant accept who i am....find someone better ba....

Posted by Felicia at 5:20 AM

Thursday, April 03, 2008

i'm back to blog ^^
dun know whether to say we no fate or got fate....its getting more and more complicated...
got no idea...and dont know how to say....dun wish to dwell on it anymore...
let heaven decide everything for me ba....HAI....
next week gona be busy....mon,tue and wed need go sch....after that need go far east with alvin then thursday..they suggest going jurong to play water....haha...so many thing to do....^^
sch reopening soon...yea yea...
abit sad...my gpa dropped...gona work hard this sem lohhhh....hope he can still help me with it...
i'm confused with my love life now...so no mood to go care ler...fan fan fan ar....
i want study hard now....^^