Sunday, November 25, 2007
I suddenly just woke up in the middle of the night, not feeling quite well now....difficulty breathing....it always happens!! drank too much water.....
still feeling quite tense up, exam approaching yet i cant even really do a drawing out by myself...
HAIHAIHAI......
whocanhelpme?
going for darling's brother ROM tml! hope i dont do something awkward in front of them...
so embarrasing,u should know i'm blurr like sotong de....HAHAHA
no nice clothes to wear lor...so pai seh):
i promise i gona go on a shopping spree soon _miss shopping for clothes
Posted by Felicia at 10:08 AM
MY EXAM IS COMING.....i'm so scare and stress now.............
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ):
i dont want to fail !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by Felicia at 1:41 AM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
i'm back to blogging again....brother and darling is bathing...both at the same time,so i shall not waste my time, can blog awhile before i start on my autocad....HAIZZZZ....
life been a little stress on me these few days....
had small quarrels with him ..... but lucky end of the day, we get reconciled..
i always love him like before...but sometimes my silly actions and stupid actions make him angry ba....i really dont know how to express myself throughoutly......but i really hope we can last forever.....
studies, i finally catch up with my manual drawing, left autocad now....i just hate madam soong.my current autocad teacher....so stresss.....she teach damn fast...cannot tahan her ar....
hope i can pass my exam....its coming loh....so scary....i also not sure whether i can make it a not....
another thing is sometimes i'm caught in the middle....HAIZ.....
i still love him like before
Posted by Felicia at 5:36 AM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
i'm back to blogging again.....very tired now, since i have to wait for my laundry, why not i make full use of the time given and blog now....hehehe...shall wrote what happened this few days....my co op deco competition is coming to an end soon, have to try to finish by tml latest....next week , the judges will be coming in for gadging....was quite busy today, have to rush out the deco as soon as poss, tending to co-op n school work to deal with...was pretty harsh on me...but i'm happy when there someone to take care of me....my beloved lao gong (: he's so sweet, but he's sick , i try not to tire him out....wanted to bring him go see doctor but he simply refused to do so... so have to force him to sleep early next week ba....he's been staying at my hse since monday....busy doing our stuffs that really tired us out....sleeping quite late everynight....he's really a perfect guy sometimes to me....hope he gona continue doing that and not making me real sad sometimes.... but its hard to find such a good guy like him .... my salary is here, have to fork out most of it and give them to my parent...no choice, they need my money ....HAHAHA.....
i'm gona finish my deco as soon as poss,hope we'll win the competition if not mong gona cry ):
jia you jia you.....exam coming, got to buck up and study too (:
Posted by Felicia at 7:12 AM
Friday, November 09, 2007
MOODYwhy am i facing so much problems nowsdays? i dont used to feel that way before....now i'm facing problems like cash flow,kinship,studies and friends and etc..... there like never ending problems for me to solve ....... i cant handle kinship and relationship at the same time, as in balance up both of them....my younger brother is changing to a EMO CUM REBELLIOUS boy.i dont know what to say to him, i cant change him too..... he's changing from a innocent boy to someone who speaks vuglarity infront of me and even scold me with it too....its a drastic change in him, i really got no mood or the time to tell him off...all i can show him is cold shoulder ba....i cant really face him normally now.... i really dont know did i do the right choice by letting him mix with my friends...sometimes....as we grow up, we need to experience more and more tougher problems...its so hard to settle somtimes....
my bing gan is going ns soon...another problem for me to settle...as in i feel a bit anxious and upset....being seperated so long...i'm so worried that his feelings for me will fade off eventually as time pass by...i hear from friends sayin that,couples normally break up during NS times....as they dont really meet up....i'm so scare when i hear this...imagine my life without him in sch and my daily life...i really love Him a lot, i dont wish to lose him....
as for studies...i cant really understand what the teacher is teaching about this term....quite hard...dont know who can help me with it also....HAIXXXXXXXXXXX.....
as for friends....i dont know who is the true person around me? who can i believe in? as i feel that, everybody is giving their attitudes and throwing knifes as in backstabbing one another? oh my god...i only trust my lao gong now...(:
i'll hope i can settle them asap (:
Posted by Felicia at 7:51 AM
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
hope tml will be a good day (:HAPPY 2nd month anniversary to my darling lao gong ....
muacks....wo ai ni.....
we gona enjoy our mini celebration tml (:
we may engaged into big quarrels or even small quarrels...i just hope none of these will really happen again :X
GOD BLESS US!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by Felicia at 7:20 AM
Monday, November 05, 2007
sometime i really dont know what are u thinking about.....u wanted me to do this...in the end , u become like that....
i'm so confused.....
can someone tell me what should i do?
HAI HAI HAI HAI..............
exam is coming soon....need buck up on studies.....
love is so painful sometimes.....
Posted by Felicia at 5:44 AM
Thursday, November 01, 2007
i'm back to blog.....
today was a harsh day....
being drenched by rain in the morning ):
never went for lesson today. mr toh never come, afternoon ...teacher say marked attendence can go already,
another lesson was cancel ..... so stayed in co -op whole day to do my deco.... everything turn out quite nice...
still lack of some things to deco...nt enough materials liao XD ....have to ask teacher for money again...hope she will give ba.... i already sponser construction papers ler...cos jason forget to ask for reciept...LOL...
nvm...
something bad happened....i tot it was gona end.... i really dont bear to, cos i love him....
but in the end...we are back again (:
i will cherish u till the end of my life....
love my lao gong forever. MUACKS.... (:
