Saturday, January 31, 2009

went to aunt carol house ytd....
reach home around 2 a.m,was feeling so tired but cant get to sleep after rolling about on the bed
for mins.
played majong with aunt joy,carol and aunt carol motherIL. lost $1.80 ,
i wonder how my luck? at first, i lost almost everthing ):
lucky the last few rounds managed to win back. if not i gona lose more .HAHAHA.
hmmmm.... beside that , went to er yie hse ytd also, actually wanted to watch the lion dance
de but it was delayed from 3.30 to 7 plus.
so long never go to my er yie hse ler. we ate steamboat there again. but it was delicious to me
the soup was fantastic.(:
i think i gona gain 1 KG! i ate too much during new year. but that not the main point.
my stomach IS STILL PAIN. so many weeks ler.
my parent are scolding me nonstop, they say "see la , keep dieting,later got stomach cancer then u know" HAIX.
i'm really confused la.
even till now, i still feel the pain lo. ):
dont know wat to do....
after these few days of playing, i think i still got alot thing to do.
PROJECT N PROJECT.
today is chinese CHU QI(7th)
i'm going to the temple later and LAO YU SHENG (:

Posted by Felicia at 11:07 PM

Thursday, January 29, 2009

i'm here to blog...
sorry,was busy with chinese new year and stuffs.
hehe....
i just finish MAJONG session at ken hse...
today luck was good. but nt for brother.
he played with us....but i managed to win 3 dollars after helping bro pay off.
cos he lose alot....but its k...
happy jiu hao...
let talk about ang baos. still nt too bad.
so quite happy with it.
ken mummy gave us angbao also...
i'm gona rush on my project ...
i took 3 weeks off ler...
ganbatte mong....
my bro posting results are out tml....
jia you (:
i'm busy on SAT AND SUN ...

Posted by Felicia at 7:43 AM

Friday, January 23, 2009

i'm here.
in the middle of clearing all my unwanted stuffs.
its CHINESE NEW YEAR in 48 hrs time.
i threw nearly a dozen bags of stuffs.
bags,shirts,stationeries,books and alot more.
no wonder i keep complaining i got not enough space.
too much unwanted stuffs.
i buy too much lo.
i should be more GUAI this year. dont any how buy stuffs.
the economic is bad this year.
my parent are complaining this year bonus is bad.
not enough money.
arghhh.
so FAN.
i think i gona start working soon.
my house is running out of money.
as in not enough.
but sometime i wonder.
i pay most of my own stuffs .
why still not enough?
i want MONEY, MONEY.
haiz....
some updates about my life.
sch= still got some projects left undone.
friends= some unhappy incident that change my mindset toward "friends"
work= ECONOMIC is bad, and so is my SALES.
mone= running out like tapwater.
Mood= unhappy ):
sometimes i think what are friends?
ling told me dont take it too hard.
but ..........
maybe i wont be so foolish anymore.
when i packed my room just now.
i saw letters tat i wrote to lin and she wrote to me.
lin ar....we are friends for so long.
so surprise.hehe...so happy we are still friends.
hope it can be forever (:
got to go. haven finish my packing.cya

Posted by Felicia at 3:28 AM

Monday, January 19, 2009

i'm here....sry guys.
too busy recently and sort of saying i got no life.
nothing much to blog about.
ling is complaining i'm not blogging.
so here i go....
hmmm...
this year is a good year for all those in a relationship.
i feel that there's lesser quarrels.
so happy for them (:
for me ...i'm busy with my presentation drawing,project and lastly my A & A.
done with bedroom .
finish all those above.
i'm saying bye bye to BEDOK ITE.
bye to all my wonderful friends and teachers.
CAN U FEEL THE TENSION GOING ON !
):
my sales are bad recently.
scolded by my manager.
i feel bad.i feel inferior.i feel worst.
argghhh.
watever.
I BOUGHT MY NEW YEAR CLOTHES ALREADY.
this year is a daring year for me.
totally change my dressing sense.
hope it will turn out good.
shock to see i can fit into M size. LOL
i'm gona change into a nicer person.as in no more
POLO N 3/4 PANTS.
i'm trying to be a happier person.

Posted by Felicia at 6:14 PM

Monday, January 12, 2009

saw ur blog...
happy for u shi hui sweetheart.
ALL THE BEST FOR YOU
must be happy wor.
i'm so stress....
haix...
my brother got his results.
to me. it was GOOD.
but for him, i doubt so.
he aim for 13.
hmmm...
hope he can get into the poly he want.
i got so many projects to rush.
my mind is in a mess again.
i need to complete my work asap...
my port folio.
argh.
my bedroom.
my presentation.
my project.
pain pain pain.
):

Posted by Felicia at 12:27 AM

Sunday, January 11, 2009

hmmmm....
i wonder why alot people die at the hand of LOVE
love is sweet.
love hurts too.
the moon is damn round today.
i make a wish.
may everyone be happy.
seeing so many people suffer.
i know how they feel.
its damn pain

Posted by Felicia at 5:46 AM

hmmmm....

Posted by Felicia at 5:46 AM

Saturday, January 10, 2009

my stomach hurts.just came back from work.
i dont know wat illness i'm suffering frm.
i feel the pain since last week ...
):
maybe because of stress.
too much things to think of.
haix.
why you sms the wrong person?
although i feel glad i recieve the sms.
but its not for me):
nvm....i will forget everything.
STRESS n PAIN

Posted by Felicia at 5:22 AM

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

one word i can say.
i'm tired.
really tired....
i'm really tired of everything.
i have to face everything myself.
maybe i'm destinated to be alone.
A.L.O.N.E
why must you all treat me like that?
i'm graduating in march 16th.
let everything come to a end.
LET ME SAY GOODBYE TO BEDOK ITE.
let me say gd bye to all the memories.
i dont want to remember anything.
it really hurts.
the person who i knw all change.
they are like wearing a MASK.
you all hurt me too much.
but thanks for all that memories.
but i'm gona forget everything slowly.
i'm saying gdbye to co-op people.
(bh,hy,kk,dt,ms,d,a,yt)
all these persons really hurts me.
dont know whether i shuld regret stepping into co op as my cca.
):
my hearts is bleeding now.
what are friends to me now?
a big question mark.
are there true love ?
a big question mark.
[i'm just a lonely girl under the big rain]

Posted by Felicia at 6:56 AM

Sunday, January 04, 2009

hello peeps.
guess wat time is it now?
its 5.17 a.m
i'm meeting von n ling at 7 .
i woke up so so early today.
because.
MY STOMACH IS DAMN PAIN. ehemmmm....
cannot tahan the pain lor ):
go and visit my gong gong ytd.
he lying on the bed.
with tube in his nose.
he's so skinny.
haix.
make my heart so pain.
he hardly recognised us.cos his glucose is damn high.
hope he'll be fine by NEW YEAR.

Posted by Felicia at 1:15 PM

Saturday, January 03, 2009

i got lot of problems surfacing...
isnt this year a gd year for me?
can it be ?
my dad, granddad
hope everything will be okay for them.
then i will be vegetarian for 10 days.
PRAY TO GOD.
i rather i suffer.
i dont want to see them suffer.
i love them . i dont want them to feel pain.
its hurts.

Posted by Felicia at 5:00 AM

Friday, January 02, 2009

i'm here again
hmmmm...
went out today with my bros.
went vivo to pass up my timesheet and bank in my donut cheque.
FINALLY I GOT MONEY.
yeah yeah yeah.
gona buy new year clothes soon.
ate sakae with bros.
i am DAMN FULL now. real full lor.
i feel like vomitting at this point of time.
on my way back frm vivo.
saw this couple quarreling.
at that point of time, i felt that if i'm in a relationship, i have to worry about getting
into quarrels. have to give in to him and everything.
so i'm scare of falling in love already.
my current aim is to earn more money.
i wont think of those FAIRYTALE anymore.
cos i know it wont come true.
thank GOD for waking me up.
i'm back to the past. i dont trust people anymore.
i think i trust myself more.

Posted by Felicia at 3:51 AM