Monday, September 29, 2008

haiz...... my first word is haiz.... CAUSE ALOT BAD THINGS ARE HAPPENING THIS YEAR.
hope everything can be over soon. i'm at lin house now.... cause my laptop is under repair. LOL.
i got no chance to blog.... hehe.... i slept quite late this few days....3 am...
very occupied this week.
today went out with lin,jiahong n bro..... window shopped. but in the end still ended spending 18.70 and 13.60 for earrings and subway with bro.
tml going out with von for mandicure... but first go to parkway to buy her bf present,then
cityhall to buy her short, then decide whether to go vivo to meet ling to repair her SAMSUNG OMNIA then lastly for my mandicure.... still thinking whether i'm going to meet her anot.
cos tml me and von going so many places. BUSY BUSY! will let her know tml XD
so for wed....i'll be meeting ling to buy something.....
and for thursday, shi darling is coming over to stay .....
for friday, HMMMMM maybe going out with cindy for singing ..KBOX.....WEEEEEEE
i'm so OCCUPIED THIS WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then lastly sat and sun IS WORKING.

for shi darling.....
i know how u feel now.....
its hard to let go now.....
but if he dont cherish u.....
just let everything be over.....
i will always be there for u.....MUACKS....
BFF !!!!!! right? thanks for ur present.

baby is coming back on FRIDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but seriously i dont know what going on btw us?
I JUST FEEL WEIRD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
going onnnnnn. and going onnnnnnnnnnn.

shall we go on or stay put?HAIZ.

Posted by Felicia at 7:19 AM

Friday, September 26, 2008

i'm here.
hmmm.....
my mind is so tired....
i feel like resting....
but got so much bloody stuffs to think of.
HATE THAT.............

i dont know WHAT AM I THINKING?
my future?
my past?
my dream?
my career?

i want PSP
i want SAMSUNG OMNIA

can i buy it?
i really want to feel happy again...
i really want to feel protected and loved again?
can i ?
7 days to go!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHESTER !
may ur wishes come true!

Posted by Felicia at 9:05 AM

Thursday, September 25, 2008

i'm at woodland now....^^
so tired after work....
sold 1 ix4000 today.
better than nothing. sales are poor nowdays...
pat is there complaining. BLEAHZ...
baby call just now....i told him, he dont seem to care for me ler.
he say "i'm sorry" i was busy ....
i knw he was busy but somehow i feel lost and lonely.
i really miss him....hahaha....
maybe i really ..............

Posted by Felicia at 7:40 AM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

i'm back from work ler....just finish bathing not long ago.....
argh....
having sorethroat and headache now....
HAIZ.........
very moody now....
dont know why.......
nt feeling very good bah...
u see my post so many dot dot....
quarrel with von....I JUST DUN FEEL GOOD.
today sold 3 printers only.
business is bad bad bad........
but thank GOD i sold two MP610 which is $7 each.
if nt cham la........

calvin gave me harvey polo ler....
wont get condem by customers ler....

actually abit upset about baby. cos he never send me good night sms ytd..
i think maybe he's tired ba....will not confront him ba....
just let it pass...i think i need to change my character abit....
cannot be so harsh to him ler.... ):

i'm tired of carrying on.....
i want to rest...
i want a shoulder for me to depend on...
i know i'm SELFISH.....
but who dont want? haiz

Posted by Felicia at 7:07 AM

Saturday, September 20, 2008

our group photo
the girls over there
the main character!

Posted by Felicia at 7:27 AM

Thursday, September 18, 2008

he's leaving tml.....
i dont know how to express my "shi lian" for him....
just hope he's gona be safe and happy throughout the whole trip.
must take good care of urself. that what u promise me hor....

lucky he bought prepaid card for me.
at least he can contact me/i can contact him (:

went out with him on wed....
it was a special day....
only two of us....almost throughout the whole day....
he say he was so happy, he felt that we were like couple,
he say how he wish the time can stop at that moment
it was also the day i think he matured a bit more.
but but..............

why on earth are u still thinking my attitude never change?
DID U EVER CARE FOR ME?
i really hate u.............
u made me regret knowing U ALL!


i never being so happy before ,
after i know u......
but that was all in the past.....
i never get so hurt and upset before ,
that was also after i know u........
u made me realise that LOVE IS UNAPPRECIATED.

Posted by Felicia at 8:58 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

sometime i think HE's SUPER SUPER SUPER HEARTLESSSSSSSS.
I HATE U .
I HATE U.
I HATE U FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by Felicia at 6:04 AM

i know u hate to see me.
i know that,
but never mind. i will fufill ur promise.
i wont go...believe me.
i just hope hweeyee can be happy on her bday...
celebrate with her ite friends.
i dont want to break her heart.
i want her to smile happily on her 19th bday.

i got so many things to think of now....
i want everything to end.

i really feel like crying.
who can lend me his/her warm shoulder.
i need a hug.
a warm hug....
i miss that kind of feelings i used to have.....
haiz....
i hate THIS YEAR.

Posted by Felicia at 5:47 AM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

i want to put braces....
i want to have bright shiny nice teeth so i can smile confidently.
hehehe.....

tml lin shall go and enquire for me.
i dont dare to pull out my teeths.
its scary and pain lor....

i want to LOOK PRETTY!

today manage to sell 7 printers .
at least better than ytd.
two 850 arh.
$16 ler.... so happy

Posted by Felicia at 7:42 AM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

inside my heart ,
i'm still wondering to myself....
what love?

如果他真的爱你的话
就不会让你为他流泪了。

if he truely love u,
he wont hurt u ler.....

maybe its hard to be truely love by someone....
I WISH U CAN REALLY LOVE ME....
i'm so scare, it last for a while, a moment......
i dont wana fall again.......
it hurts ....
it really hurts....
can u lend me ur shoulder to lie on......
i'm really tired....
i feel like stopping and rest.........
can u really let me see the ray of lights?

Posted by Felicia at 10:10 AM

argghhhhh.
today was real bad.
can u imagine I SOLD ONE PRINTER ONLY!
omg!
there wasnt alot people shopping for printers.
i serve 3 customers only.
BARGAIN QUEEN n KING!.
idiot ass.
i talked so much.........
BLAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
sometimes i hate attitude customers.
SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.
all my friends sold 1. except jiahong(more than 6 ba)LOL
good job arh......

i'm gona clarify my comex com.
its way too little.

one more week and he's going oversea ler.
SAD SAD SAD.
will miss u ya!

Posted by Felicia at 6:54 AM

Friday, September 12, 2008

i hate myself.
i hate myself.

Posted by Felicia at 7:21 AM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

maybe its time for me to grow up.
to be more realistic.
to be more independent.
i cant rely on anyone.



no one is there to protect me.
no one is there to love me.
no one is there to pamper me.
no one is there..............
dont think so much.



my motive is to see people around me happy.
i'm happy ler (:
to bring joy to people around me.



i rather i'm the one hurt!

to shihui darling:
i will always be there for u....
dont be too hard on urself.
stay strong !
i heart u (:
dont be sad, must cheer up.

Posted by Felicia at 8:56 PM

starting holiday ler.

i'm like so piss off with everything now.
haiz....
my friends.
BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.........


i'm like so emo.
i gona slim down to 55 kgs this time ):

IDIOT ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

I HATE MY LIFE.
SUCKSSSSSSSSSSS.

Posted by Felicia at 4:21 AM

Monday, September 08, 2008

i dont know how to feel actually as in what's going on my mind right now?

hmmmm...
the paper was still okay today...
forget all over plywood characteristic. WTF.
bleah XD

i'm fat. real fat.i see myself in the mirror. i cannot stand my own fat face ):
DEPRESSION ARH!

but i'm happy mingsheng changed ..... as in more mature bahz.
but still need to be improve.....
how i wish i can feel the sweetness orh.....^^
can i ma? hehehe!

but how will i expect?
i saw him today, nt really clearly. but i got a DEEP FEELING .its " HIM "
for sure de.....HAIZ. he was wearing his brother black ralph lauren polo.
i remember deeply in my mind. he was carrying a sling bag and drinkin water on the way to vivo MRT STATION. when i saw him. my mind was telling me to go and go.....all i did was walk faster. although i used to say i wanted to see him
but all i can say now....so what if i see him? WE ARE JUST STRANGERS.
haiz.....i know even if we are friends. it will be weird.....HAIZ.........

mong arh mong arh.........my heart actually still ache but...........
i even saw his brother and sister in law ....
why HEAVEN is playing me?
let me see MY MEMORIES WALKED PAST ME?
haiz....the feelings sucks. ):

i see shihui darling so happy (:
i'm really happy too!
muacks <33333
i want it too.
i'm jealous. JUST JOKING !

Posted by Felicia at 7:01 AM

Sunday, September 07, 2008

me studying for my test
darling lin dyeing her hair.cute right?

Posted by Felicia at 4:31 AM

Saturday, September 06, 2008

i dont know why
cannot one day dont fan about something....
HAIZ.....
i really dont know why?
HAIZ......
sorry for being so mean to u.
i know i'm bad....
really sorry......
i bought medicines for him today...
he's going oversea soon ler.
will miss him but when i see him.
i feel so confused again):
i really dont know what wrong with me.....
HELP ME ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTF AM I THINKING?



i got important test on monday.
decided nt to work but patrick never reply.
he hor.... i really got nth to say sia........

me already so FAN ler. but he still so.....
bleahX. bleahX.bleahX.

i see other couple so sweet
how i wish i have a shoulder to lie on also.
but i doubt i can !
HAI Z is all i can say.
):

Posted by Felicia at 7:59 AM

Friday, September 05, 2008

I HEART THIS SONG ! MUACKS

David Archuleta - Crush Lyrics
I hung up the phone tonight,something happened for the first time, deep insideIt was a rush, what a rushCause the possibility that you would everFeel the same way about meIt’s just too much, just too muchWhy do I keep running from the truthAll I ever think about is youYou got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know
Do you ever think, when you’re all aloneAll that we could be, Where this thing could goAm I crazy or falling in loveIs it real or just another crushDo you catch a breath, when I look at youAre you holding back, like the way I doCause I’m trying, trying to walk awayBut I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away
Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hangingSpending time girl, are we just friendsIs there more, is there moreSee it’s a chance we’ve gotta takeCause I believe we can make this intoSomething that will last, last forever, forever
Do you ever think, when you’re all aloneAll that we could be, Where this thing could goAm I crazy or falling in loveIs it real or just another crushDo you catch a breath, when I look at youAre you holding back, like the way I doCause I’m trying, trying to walk awayBut I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away
Why do I keep running from the truthAll I ever think about is youYou got me hypnotized, so mesmerizedAnd I just got to know
Do you ever think, when you’re all aloneAll that we could be, Where this thing could goAm I crazy or falling in loveIs it realor just another crushDo you catch a breath, when I look at youAre you holding back, like the way I doCause I’m trying, trying to walk awayBut I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

Posted by Felicia at 9:11 AM

he fold for me de.XD 5 roses. but no special meaning!
my birthday cake by my darling lin... she gave me a surprise at 11.55 at 29/8/08
3 roses meaning " I LOVE U"
MY CUTE HELLO KITTY BIRTHDAY CAKE!

Posted by Felicia at 5:03 AM

Thursday, September 04, 2008

hehe...
i'm here for a short moment..
going out soon to pass up my timesheet with my bros n him (:

maybe to him. its a gd things.
but to me, am i falling for the trap again?
shuld i give myself a chance to get loved again?

are u the one for me?
will u be there for me forever?
will u love me forever?

Posted by Felicia at 9:24 PM

hmmmmmm.....
today actually wanted to go class.
but cant wake up.... but planning to go in the noon
then jasmine sms and say no need go sch.... teachers not there anyway.

so went back to sleep.
slept the whole day but still tired.
i guess i got too much XIN SHI le.....

my darling n her bf is okay ler.was glad and happy for her.
hope u enjoy staying at my hse....
i see u happy.i'm happy too.
sry about ms making u abit unhappy....
but i guess ..........


just now went down for a walk and slow jog....
then think of alot of things...
maybe when u love someone.
seeing him with someone he love make me happy ler ba....
i shall let go of everything and accept a new life which heaven prepare for me

i shall have a small surprise for him on monday !
hehehe....

Posted by Felicia at 5:01 AM

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

happen to see this....
very meaningful

- by Anntonii -
[缘分是...]
从前，我们在各自的世界里，过着不同的生活。我们住的环境和彼此不一样，但我们一样有个美满的家。从小玩的东西不一样，在长大的过程也跟彼此不一样。我们也有着各自的好朋友，在我们不开心时陪着我们。我们长大了，可能也有过自己喜欢的对象。有一天，我们在不同的时间，不同的情况下，作了相通的决定。这个决定让我们认识了彼此，也开始了我们的缘分。时间长了，我们也渐渐喜欢上了对方。只要是在一起，无论做什么我们都会一样得开心。这份开心也让我们开始走了爱的路。相爱的我们，也开始把我们不同的世界介绍给对方。相爱的我们，也把我们的生命连在一起。我要记得你喜欢什么，不喜欢什么。你要记得我讨厌什么，害怕些什么。从此，我们喜欢的东西多了一倍，不喜欢的东西也多了一倍。我们也很努力的在过对方的生活，为彼此牺牲。虽然我们还有很多不明白的地方，但这就是爱。爱一个人不是因为一时的冲动，也不是一时的决定。爱就是缘分的结果。因为缘分的开始，就是让两个不同世界的人，在同一个地方，聚在一起，在同一个时间，喜欢上对方，在同一个生命中，爱上彼此。

how i wish u can see this

Posted by Felicia at 9:35 PM

i'm here again....
i dont know why i cant forget .
its damn hard.
damn damn hard.
i tried. but no matter where i go.
i remember.
no matter what i do. i remember.
someone got a gf ler. why am i still holding on to the past?
i should have let go...

nvm. everything is memories.
i always tell people to let go.
i know its hard. but for myself.
i still cant.
but really must give me time.

mingsheng knew i was sad ytd,
he did something sweet for me.
but i ended up with a black face.
sorry ya.....
i didnt mean it.
hope u can understand how much pain i'm going through

i dont know how long it takes for me to forget him completely.
cos even till now.
i told myself to hate him.
but.....von told me.
hating someone will only make me remember him more.
from the day he never even sms me HAPPY BIRTHDAY really make my heart
died. i shuld have forget this person. but everytime i hear people
saying biscuit, it sort of remind me about him.

i really dont know what wrong with me.
i really dont know.
i got so much things to think of.
but there am i thinking of a person that dont exist.
what the fuck is wrong with me?

how i wish i can forget everything.
even those happy times.
it hurts. it really hurts.


haiz.
i dont know why.
is it because u had a person to love u.
that changed u.
sometime u really hurt me.
i dont know how to tell u.
yet u cant understand me.
suddenly i feel u become someone i dont know


i suddenly feel that i got no one to talk to.
i'm very fan and upset yet i cant tell out my feelings.
i feel so stuffy in my heart.

Posted by Felicia at 8:33 AM

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