Sunday, June 22, 2008

so tired now....but charging my mp3 now....hahas..if not no song to listen tml...
damn bored bah....tml working telemarketer again :X
bored bored bored.....i'm broke until....
today work was satisfying....sold 8 printers...hahaha...
customers compliment me loh...so happy....i got gd service hor...lolz
i'm going to start a fresh new life....enjoy my life...i'm going to slim down to those guys ............ blablabla....counting down to 65kg.! now 71 ler....jia you!

Posted by Felicia at 9:01 AM

Saturday, June 21, 2008




posted some latest pic of me..hahas...damn bored....
me decided to stop everything....
sorry for nt replying....i dun wish to carry on ler! i'm tired...sorry....
let everything pass bahz...u can find a better girl.....i'm just tired of quarreling
today was emoing whole day.....decided to start my slimming ler...went down for a stroll ...walked 6 rounds around my hse.....and climbed staircase up frm 1st to 19th floor.! i want to slim down...to prove to stupid guys ...LOL!

Posted by Felicia at 6:58 AM

Starting time12:58am
Namemonghwa
Sisters0
Brothers2
Shoe size7and1/2
Height158cm
Where do you live?farrer park
Favourite drinks?ice tea
Favourite breakfast?egg
Have you ever been on a plane?yeah, 1 time
Swam in the ocean?yeah,its scary
Fallen asleep at school?sometimes
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?yeah,ex bf
What is your room like?unorganised yet clean
What’s right beside you?drawer on the right,and fan on the left
What is the last thing you ate?tomyum mee hoon dried(afternoon)
ever had ...Chicken pox?nope
Sore throat?Nope
Stitches?nope, i think its painful
broken nose?nope,i'm ugly enough
Do you believe in love at first sight?why not? if fate come
Like picnics?sounds romantic
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with?nope,i'm fat.
who last made you smile?its been sometime since i smiled..HAIZ
You last yelled at?brother
Today you did?woke up in the morning for breakfast, doze off and woke up at 7 pm. then go down for a stroll and climb frm 1st floor to 19th floor..
Have you ever ... ..Kissed anyone?yeah,the one i love the most!
Get sick?sometime
Miss someone?i shouldnt have but its uncontrollable
Eat?afternoon loh
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?nope
What’s under your bed?hmm,my phone and some unwanted stuffs and my brother...LOLS
Who do you really hate?HIM!
What time is it now?9.35
is there a person who is on your mind now?him also bah...haiz
Do you have any siblings?-.- see above
Do you want children?yah
Do you smile often?nope.
Do you like your hand-writing?yeah. i had one of the nicest handwriting =.=
Are your toe nails painted?no.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?family and friends
What color shirt are you wearing now?green
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday?forget ler ba
when did you cry last?ytd
Are you a friendly person?definately
Do you have any pets?no
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?at home bah.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?yes
Do you sleep with the TV on?nope,waste electricity and its too noisy
What are you doing right now?doing this quiz.
Have you ever crawled through a window?no.dangerous
Can you handle the truth?hardly.
Are you too forgiving?yah i am too kind.
Are you closer to your mother or father?both
Who was the last person you cried in front of?YVONNE TAN(my laogong)
How many people can you say you’ve really loved?von,him,bro,parent,and my part time family(some)
Do you eat healthy?maybe?
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?yea
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely go to?walk around the field or anywhere alone.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?quiet
Are you confident?nope....i'm too fat to be confident
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:1)buy all the cute cute stuffs2)buy new phone3)let my family enjoy their lives4)get the best thing available5)donate to the poor
5 of my bad habits:1)no confident2)let people bully3)lazy4)undecisive
5)untidy


1. What do you think an ideal best friend should be like?
lend u his ear/shoulder when u need him, dun betray me ! dun treat me like a spare tyre....need me then come find me! i hate that....haiz
2. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
to spend one night on the ferris wheel with my love one!
3. Whose life would you want to take away most?
i rather die...cos i'm so sad to carry on.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
save the poor first...
5. Describe yourself in 3 words.
ugly but adorable.LOLZ
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone .
7. What's the one wish you'll make this very moment?
to find someone who love me
8. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
i dun think so
9. Do you believe in ghosts?
yes
10. If the person you like secretly is already attached, what would you do?
feel sad but everything is fated
11. Would you like to confess to someone you love by yourself, or through your friends?
myself..i did it...
12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family and friends
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
nobody, cos i dun have tag board..lol
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
at first is married but poor but now change ler.
15. What is the first job you wanna take once you graduate from school?
designer leh.
16. What's one thing you hate most yet you can't change?
useless brain
17. How would you rate the perfection of your life now? On the scale of 10
3
18. Among your friends, who do you think is/are the most similar with you?
alvin and mingsheng
19. What do you think makes you stand out from the others?
i am kind
people i tagged.
nobody

Posted by Felicia at 6:25 AM

Monday, June 16, 2008

today never went for work.....was damn tired after these 4 days of IT show...
the last two days was working under canon! damn tired lor....
entertained so many customers but only managed to sell 30 printers for the past two days......was so tired.....
haizzzzzzzzzzz............
my life sucks............but today mark the fresh new day of my life le.....its been three months since we break up le....
he never sms me anymore....since last night i replied....
nevermind, this is how he treat me de....i will always remember what he do...
thursday is his birthday....that the last time i do thing for him le...prepared something for him....he can choose to throw it away or.....
i just want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to him.....
i'm gona save and start my slimming programme soon...
i gona let him see a NEW ME!
tml start my telemarketing work le....JIA YOU! earn more money....
hope he enjoy his birthday on 19/6/08~
iknwistilllovehimbutitsimpossiblele.ijustwantutobehappyforever!

Posted by Felicia at 8:57 AM

Thursday, June 12, 2008

i just want to blog out how i feel....arrghhhh..
just finish bathing.......damn tired....work was fun today ....
i saw those products i was going to sell....so feminine....so sweet.....
my company name was vertex.....i'm selling a4tec and g cube 3 products.....
we wore pink shirts....the most outstanding girls.....
i want that mouse! so nice nice nice lorrrr..........
but damn broke now....lol....
i leave those money for something......
i'm so scare of sat....arghhh.....think of the sale figures...i'm worried ahhhh....
i just try my best ba.....
itrytoforgetbutitshard....cosistillmisshimsomehow......

Posted by Felicia at 8:47 AM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

THE WAY TO FORGET:
no more sms....
no more meet up....

Posted by Felicia at 9:31 AM

haiz........had a big cry just now....because of that sms....
everything is over.....really over.....
start a new life...............
no more contact with him le....
no more seeing him le.....
just forget about this person..............
HEAVEN DONT PLAY WITH ME LE....
i cannot take it de......

Posted by Felicia at 7:18 AM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

had canon training ytd night...was late...oppssss
saw shihui and some other friends .... chatted with her....
she told me to blog more about other stuffs beside those sad sad stuffs...
sorry to be so emo everytime...maybe i really dun understand how u feel ba...
sorry, maybe u are more sad than me , just that u have someone to rely on.
but for me....HAIZ....
sms him from last night till now....haven even reply me at all....maybe he think i'm irriating or wat ba....but whenever he reply me...i never fail to reply...but in the end .this is how he treat me.....my heart is like shattered/pain....
i knw people can survive without love.... just like my best buddy...she just lost her ....... that person dun even bother to sms again .......... sometimes i think guys like sucks not all.there still some gd one.....but i know i wont be the lucky one to find it....cos i admit i'm not a gd person.....sometimes my attitude sucks, my character sucks and i'm bad too.....but i just hope i can do whatever i can to make people around me happy.....
next time when i find someone new :
i dun expect much from him....most important is,HE MUST LOVE ME MORE THAN I LOVE HIM.....
i really had enough le.....i'm so tired..........
so now....starting my PC show work tml.....two days for my aunt company and two days for canon.....gona earn as much as possible..... I want shop and shop ...... i just hate my life somehow...sometimes no matter how gd u treat the person....he's just taking advantage only....HAIZ..........
my life change.....

Posted by Felicia at 7:43 PM

Friday, June 06, 2008

sorry for nt bloggin for so long, just tired :X
down with flu now.sick !
why someone treat me so gd but i dun knw how to appreciate?
but i kept going after someone who dont bother about me anymore?
why why why?
am i like other people who dun appreciate?
but but but the feelings isnt there yet....
haiz......
i'm graduating next year...just finish my theory exam today! quite gd ba...
but ytd drawing test was horrible.....
quarrel with kel and denise ....haiz....i tot by treating people gd! they will treat me gd too! but......haiz....maybe sometime people wont appreciate how u treat him ba....sad sad ....my circle of friends are ..........making use of me....
even the one i love too....haiz....sad to stay in that gd...bring me bad memories!

Posted by Felicia at 6:05 AM