Sunday, December 30, 2007
i'm back from work.....today was bloody pathetic :Xsold 2 printers , ytd also..........worst day of my life ..... but who cares....
no mood to care liao
just let it be ba....i find kel ong help me sign....he so good...he say got sell can ler...what a good person....tml maybe going for countdown...not so sure yet...see my mood ba....not feeling quite happy this few days.....no reason, so dont ask....hahaha.....enough of my crapsss....
going to watch gong zhu yu xiao mei....so sweet loh...
how i wish i was a princess?
Posted by Felicia at 4:27 AM
Saturday, December 29, 2007
NOBODY KNOWS HOW I FEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLPosted by Felicia at 7:17 AM
Friday, December 28, 2007
haha, so long never blog ler....cos mingsheng,hwee yee and my darling came over to my hse to stay.... we treat it like a chalet...haha...had fun, but was damn tired , really!!!, had to keep forcing them to do things....tot they will take the initiative...have to keep shouting....so tired.....Hai....spend quite alot of money too ): just reborn my hair....spend 170 dollars ar....SO heart pain :X
this time not really nice lor....ai ya forget it liao...since pay liao, dont wish to talk over it anymore... darling say nice can ler...hahaha..... hwee yee did the reborning also...her was 100 bucks.... my longer ba...but never really spend any time together with darling...hope can find one day....just the two of us....i miss the time i used to chat with him....just the two of us....
i miss him.....tml going work, so tired of fuwell....so stress de...hai.....keep forcing me to sell sell sell....hope i can sell more tml ba
Posted by Felicia at 4:39 AM
Sunday, December 23, 2007
i hate my life ):Posted by Felicia at 4:32 AM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
HAHAHA, today may be the last or might not...see how first....i'm not sure whether woodland has internet for us to use or not...gona miss everyone...(: remember i'll be there for u whenever i go? hehes.....especially my dar... i gona miss u..... muacks...dont be sad or angry hor....i will try to meet u if i can de.... i promise....hurt my finger ..... dont dare to tell him, dont want him to worry....its so painful lor....hai...
all thanks to canon products.... LOL! shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... dont tell him....
his computer is spoilt...so he will not be online so soon.....
going off around 12 plus ba....enjoy urself in this holidays everybody (:
Posted by Felicia at 6:44 PM
Posted by Felicia at 6:20 AM
Saturday, December 15, 2007
sometimes i wonder are u the person i used to know......HAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so upset and fan yet u still treat me like this.....
):
i trust no one now.....
Posted by Felicia at 7:56 AM
today sale wasnt so good as before....so upset and felt so annoyed.....
what should i do?
i dont like the feelings of these.....
can i sell more tml?please bless me with powers.....
Posted by Felicia at 7:08 AM
Friday, December 14, 2007
today was still okay.... feeling abit emo in the afternoon ....HAHAHAHA>.<but was okay after ms and darling came (:
nothing much really happened....
was playing maple almost half of the day....
when i saw darling, felt so happy ..... its like so long never see him, but in fact only one day only...
maybe i was not feeling quite happy about my dad and etc.....HAIIIII....
tml is another stress day for me....need to sell as many as poss to satisfy fuwell......
hope i'll be lucky tml ):
jyjyjyjyjy
Posted by Felicia at 5:43 AM
Thursday, December 13, 2007
sometimes ur words hurts me,ur actions hurts me too....but i try to bear with it....i try to change myself...i try not to make u upset and piss off ):
if i were to think before saying out...that not the real me right?dont u think so ...LOL
today was quite exhausting...woke up at 8 in the morning...prepared to go to sch for co - op meeting....was running late...lucky von was late too...so three of us were late....reached and saw her.....then after that saw ghaz ....then denise was here....then proceed to sch together...chit chat on the way to sch...was talking about baby kel new job and how he can serve customers and etc.... then reached sch, saw jaq jaq and sat down together.....after that proceed on with the meeting.....
our topic was : 2/3/4 orientation and deco
need to hurry up with it and come out with a proposal by 2nd....arrggghhh so stress....
alot of things to do ....alot of things to finish......
this month i'm damn stress up, just feel like saying how i feel inside here....not complaining or wat....dont get the wrong idea....
work - fuwell say my sales is bad (argh)
i did my best to sell ler, but they are not satisfy with mine sales .....so tired and stress....
relationship - quarrel about small matters
i dont really like to quarrel, but i'm stupid....always cause him to be upset the....HAI...
sometimes i feel like bursting out , and die ....but i dont dare to die....and i cant leave my family members alone....
so tired of all these .....HAI....can someone help me ?
can someone bear my burdens.....
can someone protect me???
i wish i wasnt so stupid....to make u upset all the time...
i really love u so much....
but everytime u say the break word.....
i'm so heart broken ):
Posted by Felicia at 4:06 AM
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
i'm here to blog :
(mood: .....................)
not gona meet darling next week, going back to woodland on monday .... holidays is here....
since he's not able to meet me everyday....need to be good boy and stay at home and help out with his family matters...since he started dating with me....he's been behaving sort of like a bad boy....go home late, spend so much money and never hand up homeworks.....
i felt so guilty ar.... ):
sorry to cause so much misery to u ......
i will bear with it..... i know i can.... i need to endure...practice being independent without u....
since u are going army soon....hahaha.....JYJY ....endure endure.....
so tml going back to sch for meeting....co - op de....so many people not going sch....they need work.... i go chiong maple now....so update tml.....(:
(mood: .....................)
not gona meet darling next week, going back to woodland on monday .... holidays is here....
since he's not able to meet me everyday....need to be good boy and stay at home and help out with his family matters...since he started dating with me....he's been behaving sort of like a bad boy....go home late, spend so much money and never hand up homeworks.....
i felt so guilty ar.... ):
sorry to cause so much misery to u ......
i will bear with it..... i know i can.... i need to endure...practice being independent without u....
since u are going army soon....hahaha.....JYJY ....endure endure.....
so tml going back to sch for meeting....co - op de....so many people not going sch....they need work.... i go chiong maple now....so update tml.....(:
I MISS MY DARLING (:
Posted by Felicia at 4:08 AM
Sunday, December 02, 2007
i'm here to blog.... after so much things has happened last night....sometimes i wonder do he really love me? haha
maybe its my faults ba that changed him....the way he treat me too....
if i'm better in a sense...maybe he wont regret choosing me ba....
sorry for all the disappointments i given u...
maybe i'll try to change....i'm sorry ........
i'm just a useless pig ):