Thursday, December 18, 2008

double chocolate cupcake

i promise to upload pic. dont let its cute design decieve u hor):

i'm feeling so tired.
so tired of crying.
i dont wana say why i cry?
i'm just sick and tired of everything
how i wish i can live happily!
lin told me, think of those people who are more pathetic than you.
you will feel better.
i know its true. but my heart just cant stop crying.
its painful its painful.
wake up mong! everything is over.
如果能睡了不醒，那该多好
我就可以保留那完美的梦，不用担心会清醒
即使梦是假的，那又何妨呢？
在梦里不会感到伤心
如果叫我选择，我不会后悔爱上你
maybe i should be more obedient.
let GOD help me plan my future.
i'm so tired of thinking what gona happen next?
really tired...
i shall concentrate on my studies.
the last 2 months.
i'm gona step into working society.
enter into a new chapter of my life.
i'm gona earn lot lot lots of money for my family.
buy house and car....
let them have a better life.
for myself.
i'm gona live better to prove to you i can live without you.
i want to lose weights.
so i started running frm tuesday.
but i skipped on wednesday.
but i ran today as usual.
its abit tiring. cos too long never run le.
i climbed 19th floor again.
my leg hurts at first.but its going more smoother ler.
i'm gona achieve this goal(:
i'm gona enjoy myself on sat.
play play play play.
at least this will make me feel better isnt it?
to mingwei: sorry , i havent started doing the project yet...give me some time...^^