Wednesday, November 12, 2008
seriously sometimes i think IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME?
LOL.
I'M SO TIRED NOW.
just finish bathing .
worked like fuck today.
big rain.
got drenched.
i did deco today.
i need to finish the deco by tml.
deadline ler....haiz.
teacher compliment that its better than the last one!
we did the best we can.
i neglected my drawing again for the sake of this deco.
tml IS NAFA. wtf.
i'm not prepared lor.
although i run everyday,hope my stamina can last 7 runs tml.
i climbed up the stairs just now.
damn tired ):
its so amazing .
he sms me today(reach home ler must sms me)
its been freaking long since he acted so sweet.
hope it can last...
at least there someone for me....
i feel so heartbroken when i saw ling n von so happy.
although i love to see people happy.
u may see i'm acting like ^______^
actually i'm :( CRYING inside my heart.
nobody can see the pain i'm going through.
but i will pull myself together...
i will be working non stop till wed...
earn more money for a living.
i got no one to rely on except myself....
i can only pamper myself.
hope i can find a better one hur....
but i also want him to be happy too...
take care of yourself.(:
U WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBER BY ME.
me, lin and von were like chatting after our work at bk today.
they dont really give in to their bfs,
but they will pointing to me that i'm always the one that give in.
that why i'm the one who say sorry to him.
but i just want him to be happy?
is it wrong?
i used to love him like my life.
but he dont appreciate what i do):
maybe we are not fated to be together.
that fact is he never love me with all his heart ba.
but i wont regret ...
cos i will thanks GOD for letting me have the chance to be with him.
THANK GOD!
U MADE ME HAPPY FOR THE FIRST THREE MONTHS AT LEAST.
ALTHOUGH I WAS INDEED CRYING non stop everyday.
at least i feel happy before.
but hope this time. i can feel happy instead of sad ...
can ms bring me happiness?
just love me for who am i?
try to give in to me whenever i throw a temper?
made me smile when i'm sad?
lend me a shoulder to lie on?
stroke my hair when i'm sleeping ?
i dont wish to be the one to say sorry even when u are the wrong one.
i dont wish to cry to sleep everynight like last time.
i dont wish to get jealous when i see u playing with other girls.
i dont wish to tell lies even when i feel like telling the truth.
i dont wish to get hated by u when i did so much things for u.
i dont want to hide so much things frm u because i know u will throw urtemper at me.
i dont want to get left behind ever again.
i just wish to be love by you
like how the prince and the princess.
can i still be happy after he broke my heart.
can you still mend it back.
can promises be fufill?
can i still trust you baby?
dont be the person that hurt my heart again.
i'm freaking tired of lies.
i just want a simple life.
i just need a simple love.
money is not important.