Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Quite long never blog ler?
got miss me?
sry , was damn busy with my stuffs.
working and sch works.
hmmmm
i shall start blogging about what happened to me these few days.
i went for my ahkim chalet frm fri to sun.
as usual.work at donut shop on fri , went to the chalet after that.
can u imagine? i reach pasiris at nearly 12a.m
von promise to sms me while i was on the way there but she didnt...
quarrelled with her over this lor.
but never mind. its over ler.
during the chalet, recalled alot of things about the past.
but managed to walk through it.
i know everything had to come to the end.
i enjoyed myself like a queen there.lol
my cousins were all like serving me. LOL.
they bring food for me. let me sleep on the pillow cause normally chalet is hard to
sleep without a pillow cos there isnt enough lor.
but i was late for canon for two days so the coming sat and sun.
i have to report early lor.
but its worth it la. cause i had a bonding session with my da gu and cousins.
we talked about feng shui and play uno cards with them.
actually they keep pestering me not to go work and take a day off.
but sorry i really cant!
i gona finish my project asap.
i'm like stuck at my elevation ler...
let not talk about mon .
forget about what happen that day.
but i remember what happened on tuesday.
we decide to held our donut sale today.
so we went negotiating with my boss about the prices .
but firstly we went to far east to buy von black shoe.
went to doby daiso to buy those materials for donut sales.
spend 10 bucks on it.so mr chester paid all first.
then went to negotiate with my boss about everything.
my boss keep making fun of me. was abit pissed off. but i cant do anything at all):
sad sad sad
hmmmm....
so what happened today.
started the donut sale today. we managed to sold 500 pieces. but never really earn alot.
paid my boss the original price.
i tot it was going to be very popular.
but nobody was really at school. so never earn alot.
minus taxi fee and those materials ....
we only earn a few dollars ba....
so after everything , i went for my work at raffles city.
it was fun.
i didnt really work alot and i get to have fifty per day.
much more easier than donut lor.
to the person who knw who i'm refering to bah, hope u isnt so clumpzy ba.
i really dont know what wrong with you?
dont you think there something wrong between both of us?
dont you feel tired?
you really love me? i doubt so.
tell u something. i dont even remember when was the last time i met you?
its like so wtf lor.
haixxxxx....i really dont know what to say.
maybe i have to wait for u to grow up bah.
this is a reminder to myself.
maybe like what he say. if i dont get into a relationship. i wont bring unhappiness to the one i
love. so i rather choose to be single cos i dont want to hurt the person i love.
cos maybe i'm too stupid.
why am i a failure in everything? haix...
i really hate myself. but i cant help it.
if i can choose again. i choose not to fall in love with him cos i didnt want to lose him as a friend
but its all too late to apologise.
take care of yourself. but i know you will never get to see it .
i shall stay single for the time period.
although seeing my friends saying about their bfs really hurts,
but that my life. GOD gave me this life. i cant change it anyway.
i'm destinated to walk this path.
Posted by Felicia at 7:28 AM