Monday, November 10, 2008
hmmmmm.... today was tired as usual....):
hmmm... went to clark quay and vivo today...
went interview with von....she was been selected.
we were saying that i'm her angel.... all her jobs are mostly sucessful bc of me.
i was like hahaha.... i see you got money, i'm also happy wat.... dont tell me i see u very poor i will be happy arh? lin get her turf club job...higher pay than all of us...hahaha.... we gona be rich man!
von going to join me .... at least got someone to pei me ler...hehe...if nt abit stress. i dont know wat wrong with me....every job i work in....i'm giving myself unecessary stress): i really dont know why. but i wish to be the best in everything. but sometimes its abit hard...cos i'm slow and unsucessful ... haiz.
i try to do my best in everything i can.... i wont let the boss have chance to fire me . okay? i made a enquiry on nafa admission stuff. they told me the min gpa was 3.0. but will subject to changes. so need to made a call at mid nov for confirm answer lor. hmmm... was thinking whether is nafa a good choice ma?
haha....i gona loan frm ntuc if sucessful....still got a long way to go...
better do my project and interior nicely first....hope GOD can give me a smooth path to walk on ...
i see other couples happy happy, i also happy for them (:
although i may feel lonely sometimes....hmmm.... i told myself all these today:
GOD plan all this path for u....
so if its meant to be urs....it will be urs....
if u two are nt meant to be together...no matter how hard u try...it wont happen
so i have to let go and accept my future....
so now i'm gona focus on my career and study....dont think so much already...
what done is done....what happen has happen.....
cry also useless.... complain also no use okay....just be ur best in everything ...
hmmm...
i dont know why me and mingwei always quarrel de ):
maybe i'm a bad girl ....always make him angry ba...call him today but ended up
being suan lor... i was like damn upset and angry ...but nvm forget it ba....
to von:
maybe i shouldnt have restricted u so much....
u found ur happiness....
u should go with him and enjoy yourself....
i will not interfere so much with u and him so much....
you must be happy together with him forever....
i know he will take care of u forever....
hope can see u two get marry.....
today i finally grow up abit again....i finally know what going through after all.
i will do my best to sucess in everything.
i really wish to go poly (:
Posted by Felicia at 6:41 AM