Thursday, October 30, 2008

i'm so SAD
i went to put my schedule today....fully occupied for the next two weeks..
today i finally realised....
should i believe ma?
hmmmmmmmmm....
my project is in the process....
work work work.....i want earn money...very in need...
tml hwee yee bday CELEBRATION....
hope can enjoy...
but i kana food poisoning.LOL!...
thanks chester,ling,ken,von n mingwei for ur protection(:
so long never feel that way....although i know i'm in the wrong...
sorry for everything...i know its my fault....

Posted by Felicia at 8:15 AM

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

i found another part time...yeah
i can earn more money...
going down to put my schedule...
i will make myself very very busy so that i wont think OF HIM again.
say goodbye to free MONG!

Posted by Felicia at 7:36 AM

u made me real sad.

i know i'm stupid !
i know i'm irritating!

who want it?
i will try my best to change.

Posted by Felicia at 4:58 AM

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

hmmm....
is everything still the same as before?
即时我还是爱着你的。。。
但我选择放弃了。。。
just started on my project first storey plan....
till now...so late ler...i'm so tired lor...
damn stress these few days....how i wish someone was there for me...
haiz...
see my friends so happy....at least i feel happy for them...
but for me.....haiz

Posted by Felicia at 10:31 AM

Sunday, October 26, 2008

i'm here again...hmmm
today is deepevali...
free day for me..
i'm gona do my project layout, play my psp ....
hehe....i now chionging my final fantasy game..
i played until the part where angeal die...
i cried .... i'm too emotional . HAHAHAHA....
i shall forgo everything and carry on my my life with no more bastards.

Posted by Felicia at 9:25 PM

Saturday, October 25, 2008

my com is back....hurray ah...
but now the problem is they change the keypad to eurpean style.
i'm like dot dot dot.
lolx.....have a hard time typing now...but i feel happy with my com back.
at least i dont have to use other people com ler....
i'm happy with my own com.hehehe....
sometime when i need ppl help, they dont help me....haix...
nvm....i think depend on myself is better ba....

i have to tell myself ....dont be so naive ler.haix.....

i cut my nails today.lol...easier to touch my phone screen.random phrase.

he suddenly sms me ytd...i was like damn shocked...but the feeling is weird...
maybe everything has change. dont think so much ler.
concentrate on other things bahz......

Posted by Felicia at 7:31 AM

Thursday, October 23, 2008

i finally get to use computer awhile...
haiz.....
I HATE MY DAMN LIFE NOW....

everything sucks...
money.
life.
friends.
alot of things ........

maybe i'm detestable bah...
do wat also kana say de....
haiz.....

what did i actually do wrong huh?
i just say watever on my mind....i know i sound stupid bah....
but.....haiz....

i'm feeling so unhappy...but nobody there for me...
everybody got their bf to care for...
while my dad keep makin sarcastic remarks on me...
is it wrong to think of someone i love?
he used to love me n care for me?
but everything.....

Posted by Felicia at 6:40 AM

Friday, October 17, 2008

thanks for doing all these to me...
those promises u made.
those action u did....
did have a great impact on my mind.
i suddenly then realise what u did and wat u say...
but its all too late...
thanks for letting me know i made the wrong choice again...
made the wrong step again...
but i will still remember everything we did....
take good care of urself....
if u continue to be like this....its hard to find someone even though u truely love her.
bye forever!
u hurt me like u used to....
u promise not to hurt me or made me cry):

Posted by Felicia at 10:21 PM

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

i'm here.....
so long never blog ler.....
my lap top still under repair....WTF.
went out with lin today....hehe....
bought a bag,watch,hp acessory=$19,$10,$18.30=$47.30....
share lin brother bday present ....
hehe.....lin bought me a hp pouch n one necklace frm diva....
total i spend $58 bahz.....
i'm so good at spending money sia....

hmmm....
do u really love me?
i still dont know till now....
u changed....
but its contradicting..... U CHANGE for the better or ........
I'm not sure about myself.....

just let me think..........
i hate my life. and i hate myself

Posted by Felicia at 5:34 AM

Thursday, October 02, 2008

I'm so BLOODY EMO NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u threw ur temper at me....
i'm so angry with u and myself ):

u make me feel so loneyly and left out this two weeks):
i hate myself for falling into this trap again....

haiz....WHY? WHY? WHY?
i tot u are different ):