Wednesday, September 03, 2008
i'm here again....
i dont know why i cant forget .
its damn hard.
damn damn hard.
i tried. but no matter where i go.
i remember.
no matter what i do. i remember.
someone got a gf ler. why am i still holding on to the past?
i should have let go...
nvm. everything is memories.
i always tell people to let go.
i know its hard. but for myself.
i still cant.
but really must give me time.
mingsheng knew i was sad ytd,
he did something sweet for me.
but i ended up with a black face.
sorry ya.....
i didnt mean it.
hope u can understand how much pain i'm going through
i dont know how long it takes for me to forget him completely.
cos even till now.
i told myself to hate him.
but.....von told me.
hating someone will only make me remember him more.
from the day he never even sms me HAPPY BIRTHDAY really make my heart
died. i shuld have forget this person. but everytime i hear people
saying biscuit, it sort of remind me about him.
i really dont know what wrong with me.
i really dont know.
i got so much things to think of.
but there am i thinking of a person that dont exist.
what the fuck is wrong with me?
how i wish i can forget everything.
even those happy times.
it hurts. it really hurts.
haiz.
i dont know why.
is it because u had a person to love u.
that changed u.
sometime u really hurt me.
i dont know how to tell u.
yet u cant understand me.
suddenly i feel u become someone i dont know
i suddenly feel that i got no one to talk to.
i'm very fan and upset yet i cant tell out my feelings.
i feel so stuffy in my heart.
Posted by Felicia at 8:33 AM