Monday, September 08, 2008

i dont know how to feel actually as in what's going on my mind right now?

hmmmm...
the paper was still okay today...
forget all over plywood characteristic. WTF.
bleah XD

i'm fat. real fat.i see myself in the mirror. i cannot stand my own fat face ):
DEPRESSION ARH!

but i'm happy mingsheng changed ..... as in more mature bahz.
but still need to be improve.....
how i wish i can feel the sweetness orh.....^^
can i ma? hehehe!

but how will i expect?
i saw him today, nt really clearly. but i got a DEEP FEELING .its " HIM "
for sure de.....HAIZ. he was wearing his brother black ralph lauren polo.
i remember deeply in my mind. he was carrying a sling bag and drinkin water on the way to vivo MRT STATION. when i saw him. my mind was telling me to go and go.....all i did was walk faster. although i used to say i wanted to see him
but all i can say now....so what if i see him? WE ARE JUST STRANGERS.
haiz.....i know even if we are friends. it will be weird.....HAIZ.........

mong arh mong arh.........my heart actually still ache but...........
i even saw his brother and sister in law ....
why HEAVEN is playing me?
let me see MY MEMORIES WALKED PAST ME?
haiz....the feelings sucks. ):

i see shihui darling so happy (:
i'm really happy too!
muacks <33333
i want it too.
i'm jealous. JUST JOKING !

Posted by Felicia at 7:01 AM