Friday, August 22, 2008

i'm so confused

haiz....really dont know what to say.....
my heart really damn pain for u.....
i know how it feel....i went through all these..... its hurts alot.
my dear girl, u must be strong....everything will be over soon.
u can find a better one.

i really want to know why must guys be like that....
i saw two examples today. it hurt. it bloody hurts....
should i still believe guys? are guys all the same.
i'm so pain. really pain! my heart hurts

today was rather boring but excited in my little heart.
went to see firework.... went out in the noon.
i tot i was late but in the end, i was early.
meet ling they all at 1.30. but they were late.lolz
hmmm..then proceed to cityhall(marina square)
dicuss wat to eat, in the end , end up with new york.
ate fish pasta...($12.90) quite delicious.but was damn full lor.
but very creamy leh....hahahas...after that went to walk walk lor....
then went to the floating stage there to book place but it started raining.
lolz...so ran into the cafe call sourpuss to sit down.
then after that ling friend came.... started chatting , and the rain started to become smaller....
i feel so left out whenever they come...haiz...no choice....
candy is ling best friend....so i was like alone when they chatted...
had little idea on what they are talking...so never really interfered that much,
people wont want to share with me either bahz... haiz...
then i just listen and listen...never really talk alot.
i just come to the point.
saw the fire works...was damn nice....
15 mins. how i wish he was there with me. but all sort of reasons.
haiz....maybe his aunt is more important bah....
after listening to wat chester and ling story. quite true.
haiz....but should i believe ma? i'm damn scare.
so many examples for me to see.
i really dont know what to do.
but i really want to say i enjoy the firework...
its late now ler. shall upload some pic when i reach home. (:

my dear girl: be strong,i will always be there for u! happy 20th birthday to u.

Posted by Felicia at 9:56 AM