Wednesday, July 23, 2008
haiz.....
feeling so sad out of a sudden....upon hearing wat hwee yee say....
dun know whether to feel pissedoff or upset.....
maybe feel abit regreted about the things i do for him last time....
he rather contact her than us.....hy sms/msn/call him, he dun even bother to answer or reply...
what make him change? into another person...a person i never knw...a person that i dun even want to remember....if memories were so easy to erase....i rather i never know this person....
it really hurts.....
why u choose to change my life ? and leave me again!!!!!!!!!
i really hate u........
my life is like getting more and more stress up now...
about friends/relationship/sch works and my BODY!
i seem to dislike sweet food now....argh! i dun even fantasize about it! even my fav ice cream...
i dun seem to like it....hahahas.....
the date is coming nearer and nearer.....all the memories are coming back....
i really hope i can just forget everything ....but GOD give me a wonderful time before....
really dun know , whether its a right thing or not? maybe i regreted getting jealous over HER....
everytime i see her...my heart just sank.....but GOD plan everything..... no matter what we try to prevent...it will happen......meaning that we have no fate with that person....so no matter how hard we try to change.... its impossible! if i never lose him, maybe i wont start to slim down or start to go class on time and start to know that friends are more important right? that why life is unpredictable..... i hope people who read this can know that we need to cherish the person/friends around us, dun wait till we lose them ler then we know who is good to us? LOVE THEM for who they are......
i dun know whether should i trust him ma? the first experience was painful.
i'm so scare of falling in love again!
Posted by Felicia at 11:53 PM