Tuesday, June 10, 2008
had canon training ytd night...was late...oppssss
saw shihui and some other friends .... chatted with her....
she told me to blog more about other stuffs beside those sad sad stuffs...
sorry to be so emo everytime...maybe i really dun understand how u feel ba...
sorry, maybe u are more sad than me , just that u have someone to rely on.
but for me....HAIZ....
sms him from last night till now....haven even reply me at all....maybe he think i'm irriating or wat ba....but whenever he reply me...i never fail to reply...but in the end .this is how he treat me.....my heart is like shattered/pain....
i knw people can survive without love.... just like my best buddy...she just lost her ....... that person dun even bother to sms again .......... sometimes i think guys like sucks not all.there still some gd one.....but i know i wont be the lucky one to find it....cos i admit i'm not a gd person.....sometimes my attitude sucks, my character sucks and i'm bad too.....but i just hope i can do whatever i can to make people around me happy.....
next time when i find someone new :
i dun expect much from him....most important is,HE MUST LOVE ME MORE THAN I LOVE HIM.....
i really had enough le.....i'm so tired..........
so now....starting my PC show work tml.....two days for my aunt company and two days for canon.....gona earn as much as possible..... I want shop and shop ...... i just hate my life somehow...sometimes no matter how gd u treat the person....he's just taking advantage only....HAIZ..........
my life change.....
Posted by Felicia at 7:43 PM