Monday, March 17, 2008
i know u may not see this, but i just want to tell u how i feel, i'm very sorry for everything i did to u, all the hurts,jealousy, disappointment and anger....i know i'm not a good girlfriend, always dont let u fly like a bird u used to be....keep u inside the cage,maybe this is my first relationship, so i dont know how to handle it like a mature adult.... but i really regreted whatever pain i inflicted on u....i know its already too late to say all these....what gone is gone? but the pain i had,nobody cant understand de....i told u before, my childhood was like so dark, nobody to care for me, until the day 8/8/07 ... after i know u, u brightened up my life, u are the person who care so much about me, never been so happy before...just like when i'm sad, u are there for me, when i'm sick u are the first one to bring me go see doctor, when i finish my work, u are there to fetch me home, and u are the one who gave me so much surprise...i know all is meaningless now ler...u still remember the happy times we had together? those time in chalets..our anniversary?on my birthday?on christmas?newyear?most important is valentine day, i really want to thank u, the surprise u gave me?frm young till now,nobody had ever give me such a surprise? i would miss going to ur hse....when i'm gone...u must learn to take care of urself, always play game until so late, even ur rice also can dont eat....bad for ur health, i wouldnt want to see the person i love fall sick.... must remember to cover ur blanket....always never de,u got sensitive nose eh! must take gd care of urself....and u very forgetful de...must always remember in mind, nobody to remind u always ler.... hope u can go poly!!!!!after that must take care of urself, people in poly , their heart are very wild de...i scare it will hurt u, since u treasure friends more, so better dont let them hurt u.....i will miss the love u used to give me, the care u used to give me?
i just want to say sorry for spending so much on me, sorry for getting scolded by ur parents and brothers, sorry for making u lose so much friends.....
i just love u so much , i know my love sort of turn into making u hurt and pain ):
Posted by Felicia at 9:04 PM