Tuesday, February 12, 2008

WHY AM I GETTING SO EMO OVER THIS !!!!!

he's graduating soon ..... i cant see him so often....
i cant stop crying whenever i think of this....
the type of feeling is like so unsecure....maybe i'm too close to him...that why i feel this way....
either he go army or poly....two paths!
i cant really see him like i use to.... maybe i'm too selfish...but i really miss him alot....
although we always quarrel, but i still love him as much as i used to ....
he's my life....its like, i cant go to school with him anymore, no more cuddlings when i'm upset, no more eating sessions together with him, cant discuss co op stuffs/school works , no more personal time together(as in very little ler ba) no more going home when he used to help me carry my bag. he cant protect me at sch , no more playing and fun time together .....he will be real busy !
my heart is really aching every mins and sec....how i wish i can go to the same poly as him if he could enter ....
study together .... its so much fun and enjoyable.....
the remaining days,how i wish we could treasure every min n sec....i miss him alot alot alot....
why cant i let go of him, he need some freedom for goodness sake....but i'm tieing him up! i cant stop myself....
valentine coming! bought something for him, really hope he will like it....choose quite sometime with denise before deciding to buy it.....
even if we break off, i dont know how my life will turn out to be....cos its like i'm so addicted to him...
HAI HAI HAI HAI !
lao tian ye .....ze mo ban ? wo hao fan arrrr.....wei se mo wo ze mo ai ta.....

Posted by Felicia at 8:39 AM