Thursday, December 13, 2007
sometimes ur words hurts me,ur actions hurts me too....
but i try to bear with it....i try to change myself...i try not to make u upset and piss off ):
if i were to think before saying out...that not the real me right?dont u think so ...LOL
today was quite exhausting...woke up at 8 in the morning...prepared to go to sch for co - op meeting....was running late...lucky von was late too...so three of us were late....reached and saw her.....then after that saw ghaz ....then denise was here....then proceed to sch together...chit chat on the way to sch...was talking about baby kel new job and how he can serve customers and etc.... then reached sch, saw jaq jaq and sat down together.....after that proceed on with the meeting.....
our topic was : 2/3/4 orientation and deco
need to hurry up with it and come out with a proposal by 2nd....arrggghhh so stress....
alot of things to do ....alot of things to finish......
this month i'm damn stress up, just feel like saying how i feel inside here....not complaining or wat....dont get the wrong idea....
work - fuwell say my sales is bad (argh)
i did my best to sell ler, but they are not satisfy with mine sales .....so tired and stress....
relationship - quarrel about small matters
i dont really like to quarrel, but i'm stupid....always cause him to be upset the....HAI...
sometimes i feel like bursting out , and die ....but i dont dare to die....and i cant leave my family members alone....
so tired of all these .....HAI....can someone help me ?
can someone bear my burdens.....
can someone protect me???
i wish i wasnt so stupid....to make u upset all the time...
i really love u so much....
but everytime u say the break word.....
i'm so heart broken ):
Posted by Felicia at 4:06 AM