Friday, November 09, 2007

MOODY
why am i facing so much problems nowsdays? i dont used to feel that way before....now i'm facing problems like cash flow,kinship,studies and friends and etc..... there like never ending problems for me to solve ....... i cant handle kinship and relationship at the same time, as in balance up both of them....my younger brother is changing to a EMO CUM REBELLIOUS boy.i dont know what to say to him, i cant change him too..... he's changing from a innocent boy to someone who speaks vuglarity infront of me and even scold me with it too....its a drastic change in him, i really got no mood or the time to tell him off...all i can show him is cold shoulder ba....i cant really face him normally now.... i really dont know did i do the right choice by letting him mix with my friends...sometimes....as we grow up, we need to experience more and more tougher problems...its so hard to settle somtimes....
my bing gan is going ns soon...another problem for me to settle...as in i feel a bit anxious and upset....being seperated so long...i'm so worried that his feelings for me will fade off eventually as time pass by...i hear from friends sayin that,couples normally break up during NS times....as they dont really meet up....i'm so scare when i hear this...imagine my life without him in sch and my daily life...i really love Him a lot, i dont wish to lose him....
as for studies...i cant really understand what the teacher is teaching about this term....quite hard...dont know who can help me with it also....HAIXXXXXXXXXXX.....
as for friends....i dont know who is the true person around me? who can i believe in? as i feel that, everybody is giving their attitudes and throwing knifes as in backstabbing one another? oh my god...i only trust my lao gong now...(:

i'll hope i can settle them asap (:

Posted by Felicia at 7:51 AM