Friday, August 03, 2007
HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII............
i think jas and ah wei really steading liao :X
somehow i felt lost...
i dont knw why, everytime my best friend or whoever that is close to me get engage
in relationship,i cant help but feeling so ............(dont knw hw to explain)
i know its being selfish to say that why cant they get into relationships..
i should feel happy for them since they found their love one...
I'm selfish okay... ARRGGGHHHH!
i'm filled with envy....HAHAHAHAHA
but jas never really tell me whether its true ant...
but seeing all this actions really made me think so ba.
i'm now keeping the memory we used to have...
hope u and ah wei can be happy together till eternity.
today was like,dont knw why....very moody in the morning,meet up as usual to school,
never talk...maybe its beacause of.... so never really talk, then chester asked why so moody...he say"you tired ar" i just reply no loh... then he just walk faster and went to sch, sry for the cold reply i gave u, i knw u cant see this anyway.we were like going sch alone anyway..nt much diff...ahwei and jas=last, me second last,then ling then chester leading infront... see ! everybody was walking alone...HAIIIIIIIII
i feel so weird sometimes,i knw i'm at fault.. i shouldnt have go sch with them,
couple=i'm a lightbulb ya...
i feel so lonely in sch nowdays...nobody pei me,nobody love me like they use to do...
as times pass by,everything dies off, last time i use to look forward going to sch
everyday.but now,all i feel is loneliness... HAIIIIIII...
i walked home alone today again:X
its my nightmare...lucky got lin talk to me...thanks so much!!!!
i maynt find the person i need yet..
all i need is the shoulder for me to lean on... Posted by Felicia at 8:26 AM