Friday, October 27, 2006

Exam coming!

Sighhh, exams coming and what am i still doing here.. Just want to say something about my life recently ... Been working since 10/oct, i wanted to stop ytd.. but my collegue called just now and plead with me to help her for the last two days.. I'm softhearted so i agreed, I know people will say its ur own fault... I really got nothing to defend for myself.. i really agreed like what yulin say i'm those 'san fen zhong rei tu' type.. at first , i was filled with determination to retake my o level .. and i promised to study but in the end.. i never even really take out the book to study.. i got nobody to blame except for my STUPIDNESS and my LAZYNESS.I can't say anything now..Nobody will believe me! they will be thinking i'm such a useless person.. fat and lazy and etc... I really have to admit now.. i'm feeling so sad.. i'm such a failure in everything i do ... hopeless.. i can't seem to wake up.. still sleeping like a pig... I'll hope i can wake up before the o level starts... I have to work for the last two times.. monday and wednesday. I will start burning mid night oil for the sake of my resultss.. if really no choice.. i'm sorry i disappointed all my family members and friends once again.. i'm born stupid so i have to accept the fact... GOD PLS HELP ME!

Posted by Felicia at 11:56 PM